nothing really matters

2008-03-28T00:16:00.002+08:00

$$$$$$$$$$
THATS WHAT I NEED!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I LOVE
ACCOUNTS,
MANAGEMENT,
GEOGRAPHY,
GP &
DELVIN

SAVE THE CHEERLEADER SAVE THE WORLD!

RANDOM SHIT.

2008-03-26T23:30:00.002+08:00

study harder not to open up more doors
but,
to stop more doors closing from me.

mi students are like aeroplane,
they can fly,
no like the birds or superheros though
but with careful instructions from the control tower
we can take off.

thus,
i had decided to work towards my goal!

2008-03-26T17:56:00.007+08:00

i got a sunshine on a cloudy day!
del says he will buy me a ring on one fine day!

"bella swan, i promise to love u everyday of forever, will you marry me?
yes i do

i rock my kuku style!

remose

2008-03-12T19:48:00.002+08:00

while everyone is celebrating their fantastic results,
im crying under my blanket.
i wonder what went wrong during the paper.
am i too nervous?
am i complacent?
am i exerting too much stress to self?
what the hell went wrong?

i dont deserve a E at all.
i did not do last min revison.
neither was i lazy.
i was not even online and watching tv.
can someone tell me whats wrong?

perhaps im just not exam smart.
but i was god damn confident of my B back then.
this had greatly hurt my ego.

how can i lose 20 marks just on carelessness?
am i sure that its all carelessness?

im sorry.
but im too disgusted by my results.

i have to admit.
im jealous of the Bs.

i mean, i get people around me telling me
to try harder for h2. its ok. perhaps im too stress out during the paper and so on.
i know im in a better situation compared to those getting S and U.
but this is not about peforming better than others but rather achieving one's aim.
i didnt work that hard to aim for a E.
seriously, never will i aim this low.

its true that the only alternative now is to score for my H2 subjects to earn back the points that i have lost in my h1.
im trying hard.
it take time i guess.
this h1 result had been a great blow.

i will not be this disappointed if i havent work this hard.
im not aiming for something so far fetch.
im not doing the impossible.
i just know that everything would be capable if i worked for it.

lastly, i still believe that its more reliable to rely on self rather than luck or god.
hard work will pay off..
one fine day.

release of a levels results.

2008-02-29T22:36:00.002+08:00

im nervous.

"do u want your life to be a celebration of mediocre?" (quoted from ivan)

anyway, met up with all time best friend.
zijun and eleanor yesterday.
my goodness, eleanor got a huge appeitite.
lol.
eat eat eat.
happy birthday darling.
may all your wishes come true and pls dont go missing!
update me with your everything k?

next,
del is finally back from the forest!
i love my boyfriend.

lastly,
shall the JI guy be caught soon!

2008-02-18T20:27:00.002+08:00

ok.
recently i have been watching movies.
goodness.
CJ7, KUNG FU DUNK, L CHANGE THE WORLD AND AH LONG PTE LTD
all in feb.
del treated me for 2 movies and i have treated him for 2 movie too.
smiles.

CJ7 IS OH MY GOODNESS LAME.
waste my money.
argh.

L CHANGE THE WORLD IS SUPER SUPER SUPER AWESOME!
so proud to watch the sneak preview yesterday.
hahahahhahaa.
and del treated me al almeen.
smiles.

anyway, this year CNY was good.
was invited to del's place for cny and we played mahjong with his mum and ah gong.
i think ah gong will remember me for making him lose $2.40.
hahaha.
hong bao collection was amazing big.
in total i received around $170 or so
such a great difference campared to last year $50.

celebrated my brother's birthday with del on 140208.
del treated us ichiban!
then we went arcade
walk around.
then del went back to camp
while i blow the candles with my brother at 11pm.

there's no school on 150208.
my sister and and bro overslept and didnt go school.
thus, we went swensens to celebrate belated birthday for my brother.
hohohohoho.
firehouse happy birthday!
but i still think that breeks food taste better.
and hagzen daz ice cream is nicer.
:D

we went went to watch AH LONG PTE LTD.
my little brother's laughter is contagious.
hahahaha.
he could simply cheer me up his his cute laughter.
smiles.

on 160208 celebrated valentine with del at fish and co.
seafood platter for 2 and we managed to finish 7/8 of it without trouble.
hahahahhahaa.
we have free flow drink and its sooooooooooooooooo nice.
hahaha
4 cups of passion fruit without worries.
hahaha.
del also super know.
he drank 3 cups.
hahhhahahaahaha.
water tank!!!!!

so far so good...
yup.

i think i screwed up my mangement paper.
didnt finish my 20 mark essay.
-.-''
i'll be happy if i can get a D for management.

god bless me pls.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2008!

2008-02-07T23:55:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE!
MAY EVERYONE BE BLESSED WITH LOTS OF GOOD FORTUNE AND LOVE!

anyway, im done with visiting my relative.
collected 8 ang baos.
hohohoo.
not bad though.
lol.
i shall upload pictures of samuel and bryan soon.
yes,
lastly.
happy advanced valentine day people!

2008-02-03T21:45:00.000+08:00

i have to admit.
im ultra senstive and easily irritated.

anyway,
lets clap.
my uncle is home again.
should i be happy or what?

next,
i think something is wrong with my dog.
know what it just did?
he came towards me and pee on me!
argh!
driving me nuts.
i was so angry that i went after him
and he bite me for beating his butt!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2008-01-31T19:36:00.000+08:00

i gets really upset when i am reminded of the ugly side of human kind.

met up with my emo teacher and yusi on tuesday for dinner at cafe cartel.
it was a great catching up session.
we had so much to talk about that we dont feel like going home.

sometimes, i really hope that i can turn the time back to the time when im only 7.
when im 7, i can do whatever i want without having second thoughts.
at that point of time, i dont have to plan for my future.
yet now, turning 19 in a few more months, i have to force myself to realise that what im doing now will affect my future.

sometimes, one wrong decision will make u regret for life.
perhaps, this is how life goes.
one is learning every single day.

i was enlightened by my emo teacher when i say i dont believe in the existence of god.
yet, my teacher say this to me...

do your best and let god do the rest.

perhaps god really exist.
prehaps god is watching my every move and he is indeed looking after me.

random post.

ps: shobana.
do your best and let god do the rest.
hahahaa.

NAPFA

2008-01-28T22:06:00.000+08:00

had 5 stations today.
amazingly, it was like a breeze.
i managed to clear my standing broad jump in 2 attempts.
damn cool!

i dont know why.
i met up with del for the whole of sat and sun.
yet, i miss him like crazy on sunday night.
less than 2 hours from our last meeting.
i guess, i just love him to much to part.
hahaha.

aspire and achieve!
i shall go to the university.
one last lap!
stay motivated lee siya!

meeting my emo teacher and yusi tml.
cant wait.

computher is coming on thursday!

common test in less than 14 days time.
are u prepared people?

my wishlist.

2008-01-22T16:49:00.000+08:00

06B4 CLASS BBQ
CHECK AND ME
MICHELLE AND ME

i have decided to give myself one year.
one last year to make it to university.
one last year to stay in this house.
yes.
its my no. 1 wish on my wish list!

no more undone assignment.
no more latecoming.
no more ponning.
so far, none of it!
yeah!
(except for inventory)

i want to score for EVERY single assignment, test and exam.
and i shall start fulfilling it from now!

ps: obviously, my no 2 wish is to marry delvin lau.
HAHAHAHAAHAHAAH.

where is my boyfriend?

2008-01-09T20:27:00.000+08:00

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND.
WHERE IS HE NOW?
WHAT IS HE DOING?

MY EMO TEACHER
met up with yusi and my super cool teacher yesterday and i realised that i miss their company a lot a lot. without them and council, i wonder how i enjoy my council days.
yet again, im treated like a little girl.
my super cool teacher buy me drinks and carried my water bottle for me.
though he dont have a car now, his best friend send me home from school when my house is just opposite my secondary school.
something is bugging him now and i really hope to know whats wrong.
he looked really sad.
he sent me a EMO text yesterday.
his text last line was, if i havent tell you, im very proud of you.
LOL.
i dont know what can he be proud of me now.
especially when im in MI.
but whatever it is, i want to make him proud.
I LOVE MY EMO TEACHER.

2008-01-04T20:53:00.000+08:00

on our way to AMK CLINIC. poor xiao hei is sick and it costed me $88 bucks for his recovery. dots.
my retard face.
taken 0on 01012008!
look at my cute boyfriend's face.
he look like a LITTLE BOY!
and i look so much like his older sister rather than his girlfriend.
anyway, we are still loving as ever.
HAHAHAHA.

ok.
i have not been updating for ages.
anyway, i went malaysia's desaru fruit farm on the 28th of dec.
it was totally awesome.
i get to see passion fruit for the first time of my life.
HAHAHA.
look at plants and all.
all thanks to my dumbness, i had conveniently deleted these pictures from my camera.
so, lets wait for the pictures.
gonna take it from my eldest sis.
and ya,
i get to eat half a lobster that day.
its so cheap!
1.2 kg lobster, vegetable , lala, chicken , 6 bowl of rice, 6 drinks.
and it only cost SGD$100.

some cool stuffs from malaysia,
next, i went jogging with del on 31th dec 2007!

it was quite challenging la.

hahaha.

it was our first time exercising together.

lol.

my unglam moments.

dots.

ok thats all.

my new year resolutions:

1. do not be late for lessons.

2. do not sleep in class

3. do not absent from sch without vaild reasons.

4. get at least an A for common test

5. gain 1 kg.

6. grow my hair!

7. go running with del every 2 weeks.

8. attain my target for A LEVELS 2008!

target for common test

management A

accounting C

geography A

general paper D

TARGET FOR A LEVELS.

MANAGEMENT A

ACCOUNTING B

GROGRAPY A

GENERAL PAPER B

CHEERS!

MERRY CHRISTMAS 07'

2007-12-26T10:51:00.000+08:00

hohohohoh!
merry christmas everyone!!!!
well, didnt do much this christmas.
but anyway, watched " i am legend" with del on christmas eve!

went for christmas party at ms loola's place on christmas day!
met up with some of the ncc gang.
many did not turn up though.
overall, quite a good bonding session.
SMILES.

last but not least,

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2007!

ALVINNNNNNNNNNN!

2007-12-22T22:44:00.001+08:00

watched alvin and the chipmunks yesterday with del and my brother.
the movie is super entertaining.
HAHHAA.
it had been a long time since last watch movie at cine.
luckily i had book tickets online the day before
or i think i would highly likely disappoint my little brother and myself.
HAHAHAHA.

oh! i had gave del his chirstmas present yesterday!
it was wonderful, isnt it?
HAHAHAA.
POLO RALPH MUTICOLOUR please.

and i had got my chirstmas present too~
my new love~
t20!

p.s: please send me alvin and the chipmunks songs if you have it!
yeah yeah!

ANOTHER GREAT DAY!

2007-12-21T01:49:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA.
i didnt keep to my promise.
didnt wake up early to study accounts.
and the thought of my mother's off day kills.
thus, i went out with del.

went marina square and del treated me a really fantastic meal.
we went to a chinese restaurant for dum sum!
well, the food is not really very nice, but overall is not bad.
thank you honey :D
ps: my sister had to eat maggi at home. HAHAHAHAHAHA.suddenly, i had the urge to go arcade to play capcom street fighter 2 puzzle. amazingly, del tag along without hesitating. play play play! it was super fun please! HAHAHAHA. but i lost, badly. spent nly $2 in the arcade for almost 1 hour of fun. worth it uh. HAHAHAHA.

we then went to esplanade, strage enough, del gave in AGAIN!!!! i wonder if im dreaming. anyway, i kept playing with my camera. take pictures with different functions and i was quite fansinated with the ferries wheel. its nice. we sat by the river side, played nds and psp, take pictures and talk. it had been a very long time since we went out without time constraint.

i'm back!!!!

2007-12-20T11:11:00.000+08:00

hello everybody!
im back at blogger.
the thing is, i dont really know how to operate wordpress.
LOL.

my last post is over http://blacksheeps.wordpress.com .

firstly, i know pink is not my colour, i'll change it to black soon.
next, to shobana, your blogskin skin is so ugly compared to mine!
hahahahahaa.

went out with shobana the other day and know what?
she showed me the smash watch she wanted.
i got a good laugh.
LOL.
curious?
ask me and i'll show u which one she wanted.

sch is gonna reopen in a few days time.
and i CANT WAIT for accounts lesson. (as if)

i'll be in o6b4, together with michele and michelle !
and of cos, with syahiran and check.
lots of fun awaits.

at the mean time, im wondering how's my maths paper doing in cambrige.
dear maths paper,
is it very cold there?
pls get a decent grade and come back!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2007-05-28T01:26:00.000+08:00

bye people.
im leaving singapore n a few hours time.
seeyou!
take care.

sorry deardear.
cant celebrate anniversary with u.
celebrate next year k?
we shall have a belated one this year..
and we shall watch shrek together and... eat mac's shrek meal k?
HAHAHA.
i want to try green ice cream.
LOL.
shaker fries.
hugs hugs.
i love u.

shobana& check!
BYE BYE.
dont cry k?
LOL.

zjun loves u.

BYE EVERYONE!

2007-05-26T13:16:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the last day for term 2
& its also the last day for diana

yups.
i dont know why, but i had not been hanging around with diana until YESTERDAY.
hahaha.
strange huh.
i'll only say HI & BYE to her.
but well, good luck diana.
study hard and teach delvinlaudehua's kids in future.
HAHAHA.
i love art teachers.
they are just so cool. eg.jay lim.

going to sch was a waste of time.
got punished by ms yani for not doing IRP.
lol.
im so dead. 20 irp. how to finish.

then we had physical geo project.
yups.
we measured the dimension of the class and we had great fun!
hahaha..

on thursday night,
i called shobana to have a chat.
and i got so drowny that she dont allow me to sleep.
then.. my lameness got over me.
qn: why does uncle tibits sound so weird
ans: cos theres only aunties when i visit.
HAHHAA.
one fine day, a man went to the drinks stall.
the drinks stall lady asked: yes sir, what would u like to drink?
man: well, just give me ANYTHING
lady: sorry, but theres no anything sir..
manL well, give me WHATEVER then.
WAHAHAHHAHAHAA

LABA LABA DOOO~ FILTSTONES!
I MISS FILTSTONES AND FAMILY!
i love watching their cartoon when i was young.
HEE.

indonesis trip, MANADO[ west of sulawesi]
28th MAY 2007 - departure on 0925
2nd JUNE 2007- arrival on 1710

yes yes, god bless me pls.
im so scare of the tsunami and earthquak.

MR JOSEPH TAN was on deal or no deal last wed.
LOL.
he was my teacher and many had smsed me and asked
: are u from evergreen.
*hides my face
HAHAAHAH.

i guess, zijun is having a hard time at ntu.
but well darling, tml is the last day
wheets!

love love delvin lau.

2007-05-24T21:49:00.000+08:00

i was reading tiff's friendster and a question suddenly strike me.
HAHA.
Qns: what is the thing that made del&siya a COUPLE?
LOL.
its quite dumb actually.
but after thinking back ... i can suddenly feel the excitement i had back then..
the strongest love element that exist.
HAHAH

one fine day, freddy introduced siya to work at toyrus. so ya, siya went to try her luck and she got in. smiles. along the way, she met great friends : yinyin, zhuowei,freddy,fiona,bryan and of cause delvin. they could really click and they hang out during breaks all the time. at the beginning, siya&delvin dont really talk. all thinks to bryan, delvin's talkative brother... they started becoming friends. as time passes by, they had been friends for 6 months or so. as it the beginning of a new school environment, the clique started msging each other almost everyday. then ... dont know how... they got really close after a 1 hr + talk on the phone one day. HAHA. heres the climax. haha. cant remember why, but siya will wake del up for sch almost every morning at 5.45am. HAHA. [im so early back then eh] there's one night wherby del watched soccer till 5 in the morning and he stayed awake to wake siya up at 6 in the morning. then JENG JENG JENG... THE LIKING FOR EACH OTHER GOT STRONGER HERE. haha. del started waking siya up for diploma lessons during the june holiday. then one day he ask THE question.
29th may 2006 11am-1.10pm
del:[ cant remember what del said}
siya:aiya u cant understnd me one la.
del:then how can i understand u better?
siya:try harder lo.
del:then do u give me a chance to understand u better?
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA.
rather lame.
but well, i think its damn cute la.
the rest of the story, i very paisei to say already.
LOL.
feeling so excited now!
HAHAH
so here we are...
together for 360 days.
5 more days to our 1st year anniversary.
YEAH YEAH.

hahaa.
im so interested in other people's love story.
for example.
AHEM.
yin's EC.
lol.

dear tiffany
take care sweetie.
my PW mate.
HAHAHAH.
be back safe and we shall strive for an A for PW together.
HAHAHA.
McDonald's!

ilovedelvin!

ps: i miss tru7. hang out please.

2007-05-24T00:47:00.000+08:00

i discovered that i'll be missing lots of fun in singapore during my trip to manado.
argh.
manado 28may-2june
1st year anniversery-29th may
evg's LIA camp 28may-30th may
del's book out-30th may-1st june

haiya.
there's nothing i can do now other than LOOKING AT THE BRIGHT SIDE.
yes yes.

hopefully manado is interesting.

i shall go to the doc tml i guess.
5km run?
yucks.

zijun is going to ntu tml.
good luck!
hope u can find ur rich, brainy and handsome boyfriend there.
someone who can drives u around.
give u the money
and inspire u to be smarter.
WHAHAHA

shobana is complaining that theres nothing about her on my blog.
well..
she is god damn argh.
he keep using the word :noinoi" which is irritating and contagious.
im trying hard to keep that word off my head.
imagine her writing: the teachers in singapore are so noinoi
for her A levels GP paper.
cool huh.
hahahaha

&& delvin lau and i had a pact.
1 year and 10 months more of vaguarly and
THATS it.
other than the word "fuck"
others is unacceptable.
HAHA.

i need delvin badly.

2007-05-21T23:32:00.000+08:00

im feeling rather lazy i guess.
i got to have my GPP and P.GEO proposal done by tml.

had dinner with chalin and chatted for 3 hrs plus non stop.
LOL.
went to the clinic for my blood test.
i waited 2 hrs for my turn.
and got the needle poke more than 4 times just to get some blood out of my veins.

suddenly i really dont feel like going manado.
for various reasons and the obvious would be-delvin&our 1st year anniversery.

got back my term 2 results.
amazingly .. its rather WELL DONE.
H1 GP -S
H1 CHINESE -B
H1 MATHS -B
H2 GEOGRAPHY -B
H2 MANAGEMENT OF BUSINESS -B
H2 ACCOUNTING -E

cool huh?!?
how i wish next term score would be like this.

watched spiderman 3 2 weeks back with del.
its superb!
& my attempt to sneak in and watch 28 weeks later failed miserably.
total turn off.
HAHA.

&& im super high today because del wake me up!
but... HAHA. i was so happy that i turn back to bed,
it had been a long time... since del wake me up.
HEE.

MANADO:(
DELVIN:)

2007-05-16T21:01:00.000+08:00

delvin went outfield again.
thus, i will not get to talk to him until friday.

friday is GP mids.
&
sport's day.

im so dead if im down for this week's detention for latecoming.
i think its dumb.
not my school.
but totally i have myself to blame.
if i were to change and make an effort to leave him 15 mins earlier each time...
i shall stop this bad habit which has been with me for all this years.
i dont want to waste my meeting up with delvin&zijun just because of detention.

anyway, my mum parked her bike at the void deck.
and....
the seats got stolen at first..
then.. the wheels is gone.
HAHA.
digusting.

delvin is going to have confinment from 21 may to 28may.
29may is our one year anniversary.
and...
i will be away from singapore.
surviving in indonesia with new friends made.
i dont know.
im in a dilema.
i want to celebrate my 1st year anniversay obviously.
but i cant back out for my trip.

and now.. we got no choice but to celebrate a belated anniversary then.
smiles.

HAHA.
my brother is uber cute.
he ask me look at his eyes.
then i look...
and he say : jie jie. dont u think i look like GARA from naruto?
HAHAHAHAA.
and....
there was this advertisement going about dark circles reduction.
then he say: jie jie. this Is only for panda.
HAHAHAHAHA

zijun is such a bitch yesterday pls.
she told me a spoiler that i could never forget.
sasuke KILLED orochimaru!!!
lets share the love.
hahaa.
and...
i got tricked by her so many times yesterday.
keep saying "last stop,last stop"
end up we went more than 3 stops pls.
lol.
its sweet of her.
knowing that i want to be home early to chat with delvin,
we started rush from a store to another.
perspirating all over in town.
HAHAHA.
i got a thoughful friend!

2007-05-12T22:23:00.000+08:00

wasted trip to school today.
gloomy saturday.
having lots of test next week.
GP next friday.

good luck for mids.

2007-05-11T00:02:00.000+08:00

fat bitchy woman.
yucks.

2007-05-09T16:27:00.000+08:00

today is wednesday.
horray!
what does that means?
tml is THURSDAY!
DELVIN IS BOOKING OUT ON THURSDAY!
great!
and i'll get to see him on friday.

finally my pw group set on an pi already.
so whats left now is our GPP.
good good.
way to go people!
we are on task!
HAHA.

nothing more to say.
other than-
i want to see delvinlaudehua!

2007-05-07T18:44:00.000+08:00

god.
i dont know why im so tired now.
it got to be the weather.
its super super HOT!
argh.

anyway, aku cinta delvin!
3 more days baby and u are booking out.
seeyou on friday darling!

saturday is Iday.
so what does that means?
-IM SUPPOSED TO GO SCHOOL.
god damn it.
i was planning to spent a fruitful saturday with delvin at some air conditioned place.
argh.
after 10days of waiting, i got to waste my saturday!
argh.

lol.
chalin is super cute today.
she thinks the dog likes her when the leg ahem with her leg.
HAHAHAHA.
DUMB GIRL!

there's so much for me to be done today.
lots and lots of crap.
i guess, i should just go for a nice hot bathe and slack for an hour before i venture onto the next GREATEST task assigned,
LOL.

btw, my mum was super nice yesterday.
she bought for me a BRAND NEW LAPTOP CHARGER.
it cost $99 BUCKS.
god.
this is my 3rd charger.
if i were to spoil it again...
im dead.

lastly, soongcheckling&muhdsyahiran didnt go to school today.
GREAT!

I GOT 10/20 FOR MY LATEST MATHS TEST!
therefore, for this term maths class test total score, i had got 71 MARKS.
WOOHOO!

2007-05-06T12:44:00.000+08:00

XIAOHEI AND ME!
HAHA- THIS IS VALENT, MY BROTHER
AND THIS IS XIAOHEI, MY DOG. AHAHAHA

THESE MOMENTS<3
CUTIE CUTIE
XIAOHEI IS SO HAPPY WHEN I KISSED HIM. LOL
HAHAHAA.

i felt like 100 years had just passed and i have 400 years to go ....

delvin delvin.

where are u?

argh.

army is crap la.

LOL.

thursday come come

2007-05-05T15:02:00.000+08:00

these people in ICA is downright rude.
god.
cant stand the service there.
whatever..
im not going there in another 10 years or so i guess.
argh.

anyway, today is a saturday!
nothing interesting...
but i had bought new comics to share with delvin!
hohohoh!
bleach#27
naruto#37
cool cool!
bleach anime-124 is out.
and i had downloaded it.
woohoo!
i can watch it later.
and... im going to start watching naruto shippuuden that delvin burned for me!

i miss de hua!
i guess he is already out for his field camp and had no time to inform me..
and now....
i got to wait for 5 more days to hear any new of him.
FINE.
I SHALL WAIT!

love love love.
bye!

2007-05-04T18:27:00.000+08:00

school breed germs.
intially im stuck with sore throat and fever.
but after today, im down with flu.
disgusting diseases.

anyway, 6 more days to del's book out.
this time, we are not allowed to talk for 6 days.
cos he is going outfield.
wish me luck.

i finally got done with my PI hitting the word limit of 500.
aint it great.
and i got to be in the same group with syahiran and tiffiny!
wonderful!
lets work harder towards our goal people!

i guess i got to start reading novels again.
my english is turning from bad to worse.
for godness sake.
i need to upgrade my vocabulary.
hahaha.

i need to recover in this 6 days.
so that i can be healthy, strong and active when i meet delvin!
yeah yeah!
im surviving!

zijun is kidda emo nowsdays and i have no idea how to cheer her up.
cheer up darling!
buy u candies?

2007-05-02T10:58:00.000+08:00

so delvin had just booked into camp yesterday night and will only book out next thursday.
though he booked out for 6 days, i just didnt get enough of his company.
and in the end...
both of us are down with fever.
LOL.
i shall countdown for next thurday.
and hopefully this coming book out, everyone is feeling FINE!

i miss delvin!
yes yes.

at the mean time, i shall study hard for my upcoming tests.

i want to eat ice cream waffles pls!
my fever is gone but i guess i still got to see doc to get a mc.

delvin delvin delvin!

2007-04-30T00:13:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA.

a pic of me doing facial at woodlands mart after threading.

aint im cute?

LOL.

no doubt.

im a hot chick.

HAHAHA.

i wish delvin faster recover.

then he can start talking to me day and night.

i miss these old times where we can laugh over silly matters.

i miss these old times where we dont need to worry about time and look at the sky.

i miss these old times where we can catch 3 movies less than a week.

i miss these old times where we can meet each other almost every single day.

1 more month for BMTC to end.

i more month to june holiday.

i more month to delvin's off days.

2007-04-28T21:02:00.000+08:00

beloved xiaohei.
lol. dont i look like a downright bitch here?
my love.

anyway, im done with my PI after 5 hours plus of hardwork.
feeling so carefree now.
all i got to worry now is my human geo test which is coming soon.

del bought a new book:
THE CHILDREN OF HURIN by J.R.R. TOLKIEN.
and i got to read the book first.
HAHAHA.
well, the story is good. just that the names can be confusing.

went to chinatown with del for froglegs just now.
its superb.
AHAHHAHA.

sometimes its so hard not to feel demoralise by the things happening around
even though i tried hard to motivate myself to reach the goals i set.
often i find myself stoning in a corner, not doing anything constructive to my learning.
how should i move on then?

i wonder...

2007-04-28T01:11:00.000+08:00

DELVIN LAU IS BACK!

finally. after 17days. my boyfriend is back.
i have so many things to tell him.
yet it just stuck at my throat, just feel like spenting every moment with him.
LOL.
im a little crazy.

HOHOOHO.
zijun did a new layout for me without my asking.
aint it a shock that zijun did the background herself too?
lol.
actually i think zijun purposly choose pictures that she look better la. look at my pictures, all my head look EXTREMELY BIG please.
hahahaa.
zijun is such a bitch la. she showed me a picture which i thought is some pretty jap kids.
who knows.
the pic is horrible la.
hahaha.
cant stop laughing.
LOL.

zijun got her ways to make me laugh though.
amazing special power.
LOL.
gross~

anyway, i gave del a surprise yesterday night.
i waited at her void deck for him.
LOL.
i almost screwed it up la.
but well... everything went well when a botak man in camou walked towards me.
HAHAAHA.
i love delvin lau!

2007-04-24T22:15:00.000+08:00

i'm so ashamed of my PI.
it got rejected badly with a F.

counting down for thu.
less than 48 hours to go.
cant wait to meet delvin.
its miserable without him.

sometimes, its really irriaiting to have someone bugging u all the time. if u think that im showing u attitude, go ahead. whatever. since im always mistaken for things which i did not do wrong. i have better things to do than fussing with lame issues.
i have no time for your games.
im too tired to explain myself as u will NEVER understand me.

met zijun today.
and.. i started laughing when i hear her laughter.
lol.
i dont know why.
but she cheered me up by asking me upteen times: what u want to eat.
i think she's cute.

talked to del today for like around 10mins?
basically im whining the whole 8mins
and bombarding del with questions for the next 2 mins.
i want to see delvin everyday.
not because i need a listening ear
but someone who is important to me.

few more hours...

2007-04-22T23:45:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA.
I'M SO HIGH NOW.
KNOW WHY?
COS THURSDAY IS COMING AND I CANT WAIT TO MEET DELVIN.

THURSDAY CRAZE

2007-04-22T11:03:00.000+08:00

4 more days ! 4 more days!
yes yes yes !
4 more days!
i cant wait for thursday!
i cant wait to meet delvin, someone who i got so much to share, so much to talk about and so much of common interest!
im looking forward for thursday!

as i was reading my entries, i wondered whether zijun is jealous.
LOL.
well well... u so make a huge differences in my life too darling.
all the laughter and joy u bought to my life.
pool sessions.
shopping sprees.
bitching gathering.
HAHA.
i'll buy u a fake porter when i make my visit there k?
provided its nice la.
HAHA.

zijun!
buy me a porter or gucci wallet pls.
hahahahhaahah

yinyin!
meet up during june holiday k?
loves loves.

i have so much to say but i find no point blogging it.

zijun
seeyou on tuesday!

2007-04-20T20:18:00.000+08:00

perhaps im mentally and emotionally exhausted now.
even after sleeping for four hours,
im still tired.

i believe i need more time to adapt to the changes that is happening around me.
i hate changes.

i realised that im not that capable of what i always thought i am.
i cant seems to really settle down and score for my tests and exams.
what's holding me back?
it occur to me that ever since i left secondary school...
theres nothing that i had done which make me proud of myself.
im no longer the achiever i used to be.

shobana was talking to me over the phone yesterday.
she said that im overly pampered by the people around me that i like to show my attitude to others as and when i like.
is it true i asked myself.
delvin said the same things to be before too.
my mum said that too.

am i overly pampered?
did i attitude others as and when i like?
am i such a selfish person?

often i find others not understanding me..
maybe its me not understanding others.

i often take problem as a reason to shut others up.
truly i cant stand people asking me questions about why im moody when its so obvious something bad happened.
i wanted time to cool myself down , i wanted to be alone.
i know there are many who are concern of me..
but who am i going to convey to them that i am aware of it but just let me be alone?

prehaps in this entire universe, delvin understands me the most.
he wont bombard me with questions.
and i dont know how, but he always pick the right time to ask me questions.
and i truly appreciate it.

as often as it seems, i thought my mum dont love me.
but when i think back everytime,
i realise that i throw trautrams the most at home.
i scream at my slibings the most.
i have selfish needs and wants the most.
although she scold me almost everyday.
and fuss about my doings..
but did she still let me have things done in my own way.
keeping quiet in a corner.

there are many times i wanted to hug her and tell her i realy love her..
yet i realised that we are not as close as before due to various reasons.
but i really really love her. a lot a lot

i had survived thru this ten days without my boyfriend.
indeed it is horrible and i am mising him truckloads.
but life still go on.
hence, thats the reason why nowsdays
-i dont laze around when my hp alarm rang
-i make it on time for school without rushing
-i hand up my assignments on time
-trying hard to stay focus in class

i dont want to disappoint my bf nor my mum ever again.
i got to make it to university
i got to stop them worrying about me..
getting into trouble in school.
i shall let actions do the job .

2007-04-15T17:53:00.000+08:00

i basically did nothing constructive other than watching dramas and missing my bf the whole of yesterday.
im feeling terrible spenting a saturday without him.
worst still when i cant get to take to him much.
i felt like dying.

so he finally called yesterday night.
and all i could say is: i miss u.
HAHAH.
dumb but ya.
its just so nice to hear his voice.

here i am, back from the temple.
went to pray to my ancesters.
yups.

my sister and i were wondering...
how can we be free thinker yet pay our respect to my ancensters.
hahahaa.

im hungry at the moment.
and i think i got to wait for few more hours to go down for dinner with mum.
this would save my money.
HAHAHAH.

i shall slack for a few more hours then start on my work.
nothing much to do actually.
just revison for the upcoming tests.

counting down to 9pm.
HUGS.

2007-04-13T19:30:00.000+08:00

i miss you.
i was glad that i get to talk to u yesterday and it had obviously lighten up my mood.
HAHAHA.
hugs.

TGIF!
2 more friday to go... and i shall meet my boyfriend.
HAHAHA.

school was fine.
handed up my 1st draft but its not good enough.
i basically got to do everything AGAIN.
hahaha.

homework for the weekends.
-physical geography
-accounts tutorial( if i know how to do)

tests
monday-maths test on bionomial.
tuesday-management test on HRM.
geography test on one of the days.

i got to study hard!
5 days had passed.
12 more days to go!

it really tiring to get into fights every now and then due to lame stuffs...

ANYWAY.... I CANT WAIT TO SEE MY DELBOY!
I WANT TO DATE MONSTERBOY OUT.
I WANT TO WATCH MOVIE WITH BOYFRIEND!
I WANT TO SLACK WITH DELVIN
I WANT TO SING WITH DELDEL
I WANT TO PLAY WITH DE HUA
I WANT TO GO SHOPPING WITH DARLING
I WANT TO I WANT TO I WANT TO!!!!!
hahahahaha.
i got so many wants.

2007-04-10T19:53:00.000+08:00

my boyfriend seems so HAPPY yet i smile like an idoit! HAHAHAAH. (i had got big head)
HAPPINESS.
AT ANDERSONS. COOL PIC HUH?

so what now?

boyfriend in camp.

bestfriend slacking at home.

i think i shall just take this time to reflect what i can do to improve my grades and get all my assignment DONE and hand up on time.

have enough sleep and pay attention in class.

yups.

check and syahiran didnt come to school today.

it was horrible.

lucky there are some classmates who are willing to accompany me.

crash A2's physical geog lesson.

im so glad they take me in.

or i will be wondering around the school aimlessly for 2 period.

PW due today yet i thought its fri.

mr ng extent the deadline to FRIDAY.

i got to buck up.

i got to be independant.

i miss delvin lau:)

im trying hard to adapt to the new changes.

definatly i want delvin to be proud of me.

i got to be a INDEPENDANT GIRLFRIEND!

i miss the laughter we used to have.

i miss your lameness.

i miss playing games with u

i miss calling u 24/7

i miss receiving msgs from u

i miss singing with u

i miss having my meals with u

i miss forcing u to eat my candies

i miss your voice....

17 days confinment... hopefully del's battery can last.

i shall cook something really really nice for del when he book out .

i shall tell him how much he meant to my life

i love u.

i know i got a big head and a big mouth with thick lips.

i hate it.

it look like my dad's.

i want to go on holiday with delvin lau!

2007-04-09T22:26:00.000+08:00

i miss my boyfriend.
his confinment end on 26 april.
i wanna die.
i wanna go army.
ahhhhhhhhhhhh.

2007-04-06T21:44:00.000+08:00

i had a horrible day.
how i wish home was like the past.
smiles.

2 more days for del's enlistment.
my life is gonna be tougher than usual i guess.
5 days of not meeting.
how am i going to survive thru?

2007-03-31T16:06:00.000+08:00

sometimes, i really wondered whether am i a idoit.
or a selfish bitch?

2007-03-21T22:47:00.000+08:00

a picture taken almost a year ago with my sisters.
my dog when its less than a year old. HAHAHA. XIAOHEI!
VALENT,BRYAN,SAMUEL.
samuel is so cute, just that he like to play whith his saliva then HOLD MY HAND. hahha.

a crazy picture taken a month ago at J8.
MY PRINCESS.

ANYWAY, school had been going on rather smooth sailing other than the talk on MONDAY.

im seriously down on my luck recently so i had decided not to rely on it too much. :(

i need to brush up on my studies. im SLACKING.

things are better now at home, but i still need time to adapt to these sudden changes.

i shall-

cherish what im having now.

stop complaining.

be self contented.

BTW, anyone saw MASLOW?

whahahaha.

or MCGEOGER?

motivation needed. whahahahahaha.

ACCOUNTS.

well, what i learn-

DR goodwill.

CR capital -x

capital-y

capital--z

DR current a/c

CR capital a/c

and something else... hahaha.

went to watch 300 today.

and i fall asleep.

WHAHAHAHAHA.

but well, its not bad la. LOL. the graphic and all.

im just tired.

HAHAHAHAHA.

that monsterboy!

lalalalalalalalal~

19days to ENLISTMENT.

8 MORE DAYS TO 10TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY.

2007-03-17T22:17:00.000+08:00

finally finish watching corner with love.
how great.
schools starting in less than 48 hours time.

1 week holiday is too short
i had yet revise my work.
wish me luck.

i need to get into university.
NO MATTER WHAT.

dinner on thu was great.
good food, great fun, fantasic day.
went arcade and unglam moments happened.
hahaha.
i miss learning how to eat raw oysters with u.
i miss drinking test tubes.
i miss eating snails.
i miss moments shared with u.

yours truly,
mrslau.

2007-03-13T11:14:00.000+08:00

am i selfish?

anyway, life is dull without my sister
hahahahaha..
though i always irritate and quarrel with her over lame stuff..
yet she can be so loving at times.
i wonder how life would be without her.
SMILES.

next, 9th april is coming very soon.
and i can sense the fear coming.
my husband is now a MAN.
SERVING THE NATION.
HAHAHAAH.

meeting zj and yw later.
cant wait to gossip with them.
lalallaall~

2007-03-11T20:08:00.000+08:00

insecurity is what im afraid.
changes is what i hate.
giving up not worthwhile.
helping out not appreciated.

so delboy had decided on his future.
go for ns and be a private candidate while waiting for his posting to uni.
so far so good.

sometimes i really wonder whether i take advantage of others or is it others taking advantage of me.
anyone care,i pondered .
am i alone?

2007-03-05T20:42:00.000+08:00

hopefully everything will be settled by the end of the month.
im physically and mentally exhausted from all the happenings at home.
university admission is so hard nowsdays.
hopefully i can enter without any obstacle.

2007-03-01T20:49:00.000+08:00

did i mention that i finished watching high school musical last week?
well, not bad la.
songs after songs.
LOL.

del will be receiving his results tml.
all the best darling.
good luck darling.
HEE

went mac to slack with shobana and company.
then some idoits threw ries at ragini.
lol.
speechless.
wanted to speak up for them, but ..... its like one whole clique.
so ya.

went to meet eleanor to chat or a while.
lol.
she highlighted her hair.
its damn nice la.
the red!
then she will be getting her posting results next tue.
good luck darling.

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888 OF GOOD LUCKS..
just for u monsterboy!
hee.
just as u requested.
HEE.

2007-02-25T12:32:00.000+08:00

does anyone know what i'm facing right now?
why everyone seems so unappreciative?
speechless.
worthless life.

2007-02-23T21:14:00.000+08:00

well, i collected around 100 bucks for CNY. not that bad la. better than i expected.
30th- maid at service and had steamboat at home.
1st- went over to my aunt's place for steamboat.
2nd-went over to godgrandmother's place.
then went to meet deldel after that.
HEE.
deldel is so sweet la, he treated me pizzahut using his limited angbao money. LOL.
hugs.
3rd-stayed home and watch dramas
oh man! 4th was the WORST DAY of the WHOLE NEW YEAR.
-i was late for sch for no apparant reason.
-i lost my phone in the cinema.
-the whole causeway point dont have any hi card.

oh man. how unlucky can i get.
hence, on the 5th, i decided to do something nice.
HAHAHAHA.
donate $2 for 2 packet of tissue in the name of charity.
and i donated 60cents for M.I.L.K since im left with 60 cents.
hopefully karma comes around
HAHAHA.

got back my results.
from the bottom of my heart, i DID study.
CHINESE -B
MATHS-B
GEOGRAPHY -C
MANAGEMENT- U
ACCOUNTS- U
GENERAL PAPER -U

although i have not done THAT well as i get 3 U, but i manage to pass these subjects that i put my heart in it to study with the expectation of getting good grades.
i didnt expect myself to get a U for general paper and management, however, since the grades are like that, i shall strive harder fot the next paper.
therefore, im proud of myself.

but when i compare my grades with the others, its much lousier.
3 U.
no comments.

i got through the pre-u seminar interview.
but im having 2nd thoughts now.
.................

if i remember correctly, next tue is MEET THE PARENT SESSION.
lets see what happen.

lastly, i love delvin.
sunshine after the rain with him around.
good luck good luck
good luck good luck

village was a blast!
pizza was fantasic!
delvin is fabulous!

2007-02-16T20:10:00.000+08:00

back.
was damn busy the past few days due to celebrations and all.
well, it all went well.
smiles.

valentine's.
went to v'llage for dinner with darling.
and had all my amazing gift.
hee.
i <3 my stussy belt.
hohoohoho.
thanks darling.

CNY coming.
hopefully i could earn lots of $$$ from these angpows.

cant find the shoe that i liked.
sadden.
shall look for it after CNY.

loaned lots of comics.
HOHOHOHO.
gonna read it during CNY holiday.

del's phone is down.
so sad.
hence, currently he is using his mum phone.

my hp line got cut.
hence, now using hi card.
so, anything call del to look for me if u cant find me k?

common test results will be out after CNY.
wish me luck.

2007-02-04T22:45:00.000+08:00

i loved studying delvin.
HAHAHA.
met darling today at sengkang.
then went to vivo together to get his pay.
smiles.

had my haircut today.
oh well, its freaking expensive now la.
its $47 bucks now.
god damn it.
im so gonna change a new stylist.

went to taka's fisherious for bruch today.
hohohohoho.
its was nice.
then went to auntie anne for prezets.

ITS FOODIE DAY.
hahahahha.

darling.
i love u.
smiles.

vday vday vday.
looking forward=)

btw...
pls kindly stop seeking attention.
its not an obligation for everyone to LIKE U and handle situation in the way prefer.
grow up.
stop acting like a mummy's boy.
blame it on karma when everyone is leaving your side.
SMILES.

shobana!
dont talk much eh.
keep ur promise.

delboy lend me 12 new games today.
HOHOHOOHO.
and there are more to come.

common test starts tml.
buck up and good luck!

nothing is better than seeing u everyday....
delvin&siya

2007-02-02T22:12:00.000+08:00

DELVINLAU!
MUACKS.

my boyfriend had my ps2 bought all the way back from malaysia.
hugs.
HEE.
so glad to see him today.
HAHAHAHAHAA.

lost the debates today
THBT SCIENCE AND MORALS DO NOT MIX.
my team is the opposition.
i think its due to different idealogy in the team itself and the last min work which does not consist of any concrete examples.

common test is just next week.
lets just do it and get done with it.
i pray to score.

i need a haircut badly.

vday gift. what about a pair of air ticket to hongkong then?
HAHAHAHAHA.

i had CLEARED NAPFA 2007.
no more 2.4 for the rest of the year.
im just so glad.
i shall then look forward to PE now.
hopefully=)

i want to go to malaysia with del del after common test!
hint hint!
maybe... when we are rich?
haha.

SHOBANA.
u better keep ur promise.
no PE for now until VALENTINES DAY
dont talk much
NO COLD DRINKS.
i week 3 cups ONLY.
thats all.

yours truly,
mrslau.

2007-01-31T23:02:00.000+08:00

common test is just next week!!!!
good luck people!

oh man.
everything is happening just so fast.
CNY is coming and i had yet buy a single new thing for myself.
VALENTINE's DAY. oh well. im ready for it.
muahahahaha.
im done with valent's present for now.
smiles.

went out with del and valent today.
oh gosh.
my brother is a god damn pampered kid who choose to eat icecream from SWENS'ES but MAC.
hahahahaa.
but he's cute la.
lol.
rented some comics too.

next.
my handphone line got cut.
people, endure for now.
most likely could be connected by next week..

monsterous boyfriend.
&
alienated girlfriend.
:)

2007-01-27T14:39:00.000+08:00

guess whats my mood now?
angry.
how angry?
FUCKING ANGRY!!!!!!!!
WHY?
all my damn animes had turned into songs after i download window media player 11.
oh god damn it.
worse still, its all in jap.
i dont understand a word with the subs and picture.
ahhhhhh.
someone cure my lappy!

next, there's this irriating man who called my hosue who wanted to do some survey on handphones.
its totally crap.
then when i say : im not interested.
HE JUST HANG MY PHONE.
LOSER!

arghhhhhhh.
zijun faster think of the cause of it.
i want all my animes back.
ARGHHHHH.
pissed.

next, went zoo last sun and i learnt a few things.
white tiger has blue eyes, pink nose.
cool eh?
haha.
the lion's roar is really scary.
i had close contact with that animal from madasger.
HAHAHA.
then... hippo is an really disgusting animal whose shit is bigger than my face. HAHAHA.
there are crocs which are bigger than my bedroom.
lazy to list the other...

2007-01-25T20:41:00.000+08:00

school is really horrible nowsdays!
my ulcurs are finally recovering.
missed making full use of my mouth.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
i seems to be missed by many people
what to do.
lol.
im leesiya.
WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA
busy now. update later.

delvinlaudehua!
muacks.
i finally got my 1st debit card.
SMILES.

2007-01-20T12:28:00.000+08:00

VALENTINE;S DAY IS COMING~
I WANT MY VALENTINE;S DAY GIFT-
: I WANT TO BE MRS LAU!

VALENT'S BIRTHDAY HAPPENS TO FALLS ON VALENTINE DAY.
oh man!

I DONT CARE.
I WANT TO SPEND MY VALENTINE;S DAY WITH MY VALENTINE.
DELVIN LAU DE HUA.

SMILES.

1.GOING ZOO TOMORROW WITH-
MALCOM,DELVIN,BRYAN.

2.GOING MALAYSIA NEXT SUNDAY WITH-
DELVIN & BRYAN AND HIS FRIENDS

3.MEETING ZIJUN AFTER COMMONTEST.

4.HOPES TO SEE ELEANOR AROUND SOON.

5.WAITING FOR MONEY TO CREDIT TO MY BANK ACCOUNT.

MUAHAHAHAAHAHAHAA.
STUDYING HARD CURRENTLY
ASPIRE TO BE SOMEMORE GREAT SOMEDAY.
EG: MRS LAU.
HAHAHAHAHAHA

BTW. MY BOYFRIEND LIKE TO SEDUCE GIRLS WITH HIS SMILES.
SO CUTE LA.
HAHAHA.
BETTER SEDUCE ME AND ONLY ME.
UNDERSTAND NOT?

2007-01-14T20:30:00.000+08:00

monsterboy and monstergirl has just started a new hobby- reading GOOD books.
hahahaa.
its really totally awesome to walk into a old and ugly bookstore and look for books with much interest. strange to find in a couple in our age la. i really think so. smiles.

im finally done with all the assignments and tutorial. only left with chinese and accounts which im struggling with. im dying. hahaa.
really hope i can do well this year.

afterall, im really glad that i still have del and jun to depend on....

2007-01-13T11:40:00.000+08:00

im just so glad that weekend is here again.
finally i can sit back and relax for a moment and then start on all my tutorials.
aim of this weekend: finish up all tutorials.
so that i could have early nights next week.

oh man!
its so great to see my monsterboy nowsdays.
simply love him to bits and pieces.
the one who cheered me up.
HUGS.

zhuowei smsed me yesterday.
HAHAHAHA.
ask me go zoo.
SET K?
lol.
next week k>
LOL.
at least... he still remembers me. LOL.

zijun.
wait till i settle my ps2 then i go out with u k?
HAHA.
i got FREAKING COMMON TEST right before chinese new year la.
every single subject eh.
AHHHHHHHHHHHH...

im just so great that sir stamford raffles came to singapore.
HHAHAAHA.
all thanks to him..
or i will have to learn malay as my 1st language.
LOL.
hahahahahahhahaa.

monsterboy is sleeping~
a few days back, monsterboy purposely wake up from my sleep by calling me upteen times just to make me talk to him. then when im awake, he say: good night. my turn to sleep.
naughter boy!
hahaha.
yesterday, LOL. i fall asleep at 9pm... then in the process, i received calls from him... then i say: call u back using my room phone. the next sec i fall back to sleep. and this carried on until wee hours. HAHAHAHAHAA.

my cute little monster boy!
my love~

2007-01-11T22:24:00.000+08:00

recently have been questioning myself,
is MI really my choice?
the workload is piling up like nobody business.
long sch days.
im drained.
perhaps if i organise my time properly, my workload will lighten.
but...
am i sure this is the life i wanted?
HAHAA.

ness is in nursing now.
so.. most likely 10 years down the road, her daughter will be saying :my mum is a nurse.
what about me?
daughter: my mum is a A level sch dropout.
oh man.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

but everything is too late now.
i got to mug no matter what
i got to make it no matter what
afterall, thats my choice 8mths back when i receive my sucky results.

seriously, i need motivation to work harder
though got separted from A2.
but i think.. this year would be another year filled with fun and laughter too.
hopefully............

i finally understand the mindset of a long distance runner..

lastly,
I LOVE MY MONSTERBOY!
smiles.

PLUS,

HANJIHOON.
my emo friend who sent me emo email.
HAHA.
sent me few more~

take care!
back to books.

NERDY

2007-01-09T19:59:00.000+08:00

my boyfriend is currently working for the inventory.
so ya.
im missing him.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

delvin&delvina

nothing much about school other than lots of assignment due this friday.
time to get ready for books.

2.4 tml.
oh damn.

boyfriend boyfriend boyfriend.
im urging for u.

june june june.
where are u!
see u soon darling!
hahahahahahahaa
JUNE-

delvin$delvina
DELCIN&DELVINA
DEHUA&SIYA
!!!

2007-01-07T19:31:00.000+08:00

im currently feeling very aimless without my monsterboy and bestiejun.
im practically staring at my pile of work.. and not reponsing.
oh god.
i miss delvinlaudehua la!
ahhhhhhhhhhhh
cant imagine how's life gonna be when he go NS.
oh man.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
next, bestiejun is currently at some ulu place where there is not reception i guess.that might be the cause of ME not receieving any news of her since the forst day of sch till now. im wondering how she is doing.

i miss 06a2'06.
they are a bunch of very very fun people la.
i miss shobana's long skirt and messy hair. AHAHA.
i miss mr yew's laughter.
i miss mrs wee care and concern.
cant forget how often i got caught by her for my socks.
LOL.
i miss how the class eat during breaks.
i miss how mr yew says that shobana's skirt is a good example.
i miss how 06a2 name the teachers.
i miss faz and mr yew and jingyi having these- losing fat talks.
aiya.
i just miss them.
hope everything will turn out fine.

delvinlaudehua.
do u ever know how much u meant to me?
oh man!
im turning nuts.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i yearning for my boyfriend.

shobana.
argh!
she cheated my 21 bucks.
she is a damn good liar la.
oh man.
HAHA.
but i still love her though she can be so SUPER PROCESSIVE at times.

looking forward for a better tommorrow.
but some how, i hope time would slow down so that my loverboy would be with me for a longer time before he go NS.

2007-01-01T02:00:00.000+08:00

my life seems rather interesting nowsdays with the company of my loverboy and my best friends.
well, for christmas eve night, i went to watch deathnote 2 with my darling boy.
then went to mac to spent the time fixing the bionacles.
:)
it was damn cool la.
got light somemore.
HAHAHAA.

for chirstmas, went for lunch with *oldman and yusi.
HOHOHOHO.
im so gonna get a christmas present from him la.
he says: it will be a book.
HAHAAHAHA.

i recieve sweet chirstmas gift from zj la.
pictures of US US US.
=D

zijun and eleanor came over to my house to stay overnight.
totally awesome man!
hahaha.
i recieve new year gift from eleanor!
thanks!
we are HAVING a stay over now.
HAHAHA.
i bet eleanor is going to sleep before me.
but.. maybe.. i might sleep before him.

i got a horrible movie yesterday la.
damn
its so real la.
i cried.
HAHAHA
DUMB DUMB
I WANT TO EAT GUM GUM!
hahahahahaa
eragon!

i love delvinlau!
i love ur new year resolution.
i am so looking forward to the new year, to spent more time together and over all obstacles together with the power of love.
HAHAHAA.
YOU!
MY LOVERBOY!

2006-12-23T22:40:00.000+08:00

went to watch A NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM with my superloverboy yesterday.
not bad eh.
smiles.
some are born great,
some achieve greatness
while have greatness thrust uopn them.
so shakespere pls.
HAHAH.
smiles.

still got...
one part brave, 3 part fool
quoted from-eragon.
smiles.

ate tissue prata again yesterday.
hahaa.
yum yum

gave my sister and my brother their christmas presents just now.
hahahahaa.
my brother's -break the safe is super hard to play la.
untilnow, i still dont get the game
while my sister's- twisteris super nice but tiring.

got chirstmas presents for del.
hope he likes it.
HEE.

santa clus is coming to town!
i want to ride on the reideer and travel around the world giving out PRESENTS to the kids!
OR
ride on sofie with del and see the christmas lightenings!

i need to brush up on my cooking skills!

im fully booked next week.
great!

piggyback piggyback piggyback!
my bf piggyback-es ME ME ME!
cool!

hope this chirstmas would be a memorable and interesting one!jingle bells,jingle bells, jingles all the way. oh what fun is to ride a ~~~~~ HEY!
jingle bells, jingle bells,jingle all the way! lalalalaalaalalalalaalalalal~HEY!

2006-12-21T01:17:00.000+08:00

went for movie with my superlover-DELVINLAUDEHUA!
ERAGON!
nice movie.
i wanna fly through vast plains lands with my dragon rider~DELVINLAUDEHUA

i wanna watch NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM next!
friday with-DELVINLAUDEHUA.
smiles.

TURNS ON TURNS ON!
had a great time with del today.
hahahahaa.
simply eating tissue prata, watching some free movie previews brightens up my day.
i enjoyed every single moment with DELVINLAU!

chirstmas is coming!
HOHOOHOHOHOHOHOHO
SANTA CLAUS IS COMING TO TOWN~~~
CHRISTMAS PRESENTS PLEASE!

2006-12-19T20:13:00.000+08:00

edited-
wonderful life made by wonderful boyfriend,hubby,darling,anata,laogong,deardear,
=DELVINLAUDEHUA

oh my.
my bf is going thru one of his DARKEST night.
he is so not in the mood!
i shall TURN HIM ON.
hahahahahaa
this sound so AHEM
BUT I DONT CARE

im a naughty naughty girl!
cos im am yellow yellow girl.
TURN ON TURN ON.
HOHOHOOHO
*hands anyhow anyhow
TURNS ON TURNS ON
*touch here touch there
TURNS ON TURNS ON!

IM BRAVE
i want to let the world know,
U ARE EASILY TURN ON BY ME.
ohh yeah.
i shall DANCE DANCE DANCE
the MILKDANCE

dont be so down la.
HAHAHAHAHAHAA.
STOP CALLING ME FREAKY OK!
im just simply DANCING.
im wanna be the next DANCING DIVA!
oh my!
my wish is going to come true!

TURN ON TURN ON!
feeling better now?

2006-12-19T19:37:00.000+08:00

im craving for carl's jr onions rings.
oh god.
its god damn nice pls.
and i felt like trying their beef fries, but ehh.. beef.
SMILES.

delvinlau!
U EVIL BOY!
lol.
my bf actually wants to change my blog add to www.emofreako.blogspot.com
so EVIL RIGHT!
oh my god la!!!!!!!
naughty boy!
just feeling emo once in awhile cannot eh?
huh huh huh!

feel so much like eating good food. hopefully money just drop from heaven.
food such as carl jr's onion ring, sakae chawanmisu, fareast's chicken rice, bakedrice,pizzahut's seafood platter and pizzas.

shall eat something nice soon then.
smiles.

ohh zijun!
do u know how much i love u.
LOL.
thanks babe!
muacks.
KISS KISS.

delvinlaudehua!
woaini!
keep ur promise eh.
u promised to endure with all my ATTITUDE no matter how unreasonable im going to be.
but of course, im going to change for the better.

wonderful life made by wonderful friends+DELVINLAUDEHUA+TANZIJUN!

2006-12-17T19:14:00.000+08:00

HAHAH.
had injection on my butt yesterday!
im just so brave!
feeling so much better now.
smiles.

ayway, im alomost done with physical geography.
i think that the topic isnt that hard, but the mind map that we have to fill in is hard.
or is it... i dont understand the topic well enough?
maybe the problem lies me.
smiles.
hint to work harder.

supposed to study that day but well, i decided to slack.
LOL.
watched bleach.
smiles.

oh ya.
my phone is 1/4 spoiled.
i got to use ear piece or i could NEVER talk on THIS phone again!hahahahaha.

i shall learn to be a contented girl.
but a GREEDY GREEDY GIRLFRIEND.
and a SCARY SCRARY FRIEND.
hahahah.
ZIJUN AND CHECK.
IM SO GONNA CONTROL UR SCOPE OF FRIENDS.
U CAN ONLY HAVE ME.
HAHAHAHAHAHA

SO FREAKING NUTS LA.
smiles.
this remind me of someone.
ahem ahem.
zijun's -N
check's -C
lol.
smiles.

2006-12-16T00:35:00.000+08:00

ALIENS ALIENS ALIENS
FREAKS FREAKS FREAKS
MONSTER MONSTER MONSTER

ooooohhh....
SCARY!!!!!!!!

lame.
im just bored

2006-12-14T14:58:00.000+08:00

im so gonna start mugging today.
right after my dessert.
aim- finish both physical and human geography homework.
hope my brain works.

SLD!

2006-12-13T20:57:00.000+08:00

plans.
thu-maple and books
fri-wild wild wet
sat-malaysia
sun-books,comics,anime

yeah.
better get promoted in o6b4 or i can just go and die.
i wanna go to university la!

delvin lau
-my anata

shoutout: i love u

2006-12-09T23:22:00.000+08:00

im bored bored bored bored bored.
im dying of-BOREDOM.
SAVE ME!

i think im better off a loner.
as in...
i dont like to explain things.
neither does i like to entertain.
i understand that everyone has their own problems and me too, have mine.
i dont like to talk much when im not in the mood.
i hate people who keep yapping and seek my attention when i am tired.
i felt that things are better left unsaid
i do my things and u do ur things.
when we are free and stress free, meet up and go out for movie.
if not.
i rather occupy myself in my own world.
thats me.
and this is how i react for- friendship.
if u dont understand me, forget it.
no point keeping contact when u think that im hurting u in any sense.

im giving up in every single rubbish at home.
i cant be bothered anymore.
im tired.

i seriously think that del and me should rest more.
or we will get more emo and easily irriated.
so del.
rest more k?
take care of urself eh.
see u soon k.

i just freakingly not in the mood.
just want to be with del, sit a corner and stare into the space TOGETHER.

2006-12-08T19:18:00.000+08:00

i am a greedy greedy girlfriend.
dont care.
hahahahahaha.
delvin lau de hua...
U DIE.
hahahahaha.
keep me company darling.
hee.

smiles.

gonna repair my ps2 tml.
and guess what?
i saw a x box promotion.
$299 plus 2 original game at starhub eh.
cant believe it man.
what should i do?
hahahahaa.
repair and buy xbox eh
i also felt like doing that eh.
but... money moeny money
hahahahaa.

tired tired tired.
tanzijun
hee.
come to my house when my ps2 is done k?
then we can game until go mad.
hahahahahaaha.

study time table
study time table
study time table.
delvin lau!
when are u drafting a study time table for me huh?
im really in need of it eh.
ahhhhhhhhh.

money money money
money is never enough la.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

queenway,
del, lets go queenway one day k.
waiting.
so many plans la.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh

queenway,sentosa,escape,hotspot,malaysia-tml!
smiles.

majong tml. hee...

I FEEL LIKE EATING TISSUE PRATA.
DELVIN LAU WHEN?

check check check check check
zijun zijun zijun zijun zijun
del del del del del del del del
loves loves loves loves loves

2006-12-05T22:56:00.000+08:00

hey.
i did something very cool today
i deleted u off my friendster list
check it out!
if it happens to u.
COOL
I HATE U.

hahahahahahaha.
anyway, i have been enjoying myself with del since his A levels had ended.
work was horrible.
have yet to go down to sign the resignation form.
work like some dogs and not get appreciated.
total thrash.

had been working too much
feeling super exhausted
wanted a break badly
and finally, the day have come!
hahahahaha.
caught fever yesterday night.
i tell u, i felt like dyning la.
almost cried out.. but however, im fine now.
all thanks to my determination.
hwoever, im stuck with cramps today which is a total terror.
felt like lyning on the bed and act like some stone.
lucky i asked for lots of pills the other day.
smiles.

btw.
I TRULY LOVE HANJIHOON!
the best bestie in the world who can endure all my shits.
my not replying smses and msns and phonecalls.
someone who understand me deep down.
and listens to all my rubbish and not at all angry with me more than 8 hours.
let me sleep whenever i want.
someone who knows what im thinking even when i didnt tell.
leesiya loves hanjihoon!

delvina delvina delvina.
when are u going to start mugging?

btw,
i think my lifestyle is going t change in a week's time if my uncle didnt pay up.
wish me luck!

sngyinyin and hanjihoon and fiona.
when am i getting my pleasant surprises?
im waiting....

malcom.
get something nice from china for me.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i want to take a plane
i want to wear SIA UNIFORM.
i want!
i want!
I WANT!

2006-11-30T21:48:00.000+08:00

hohooohoho!
well, i made it for del's birthday.
HEE.
i managed to fnished up what i had planned for him and it seems that he enjoyed the day too.
but the cookies is a little over cooked and the cake is a little too plain. but overall ... not bad eh? hahaha.
smiles.
hope u like it darling.
muacks.

got my pay yesterday night
hohohohoh,
freaking a lot la.
908 bucks.
lol.
after cpf somemore.
imagine how much i will get WITHOUT CPF?
hahahahahahhaa

next.. went army market for lunch today and i managed to get a freaking cool backpack la.
hahaha.
then went to make del's passport.
lol.
del.. lucky to have me around a not? hahahaa
if im not there eh... i think u will keep saying; huh huh huh to that lady la.
hahahahahaa.
bought a new adidas jacket and perfume.
hoohohohoho
freaking happy.

next week im more busy people.
i got lots of activites.
HEE.
anyway... anything just call or sms me k?
yups.

hanjihoon!
around 13 dec eh

soongcheckling...
around 20 dec eh.
remember my bible.
and our hotspot trip k?

delvin delvin delvin!
see u soon.
ahahahhaaha.
lots of activites ahead.
hee.

call me delvinA pls.
delvina delvina delvina.
hahahahahaha
delvina loves delvin!

2006-11-29T11:09:00.000+08:00

JUST FOR DELVIN LAU !!!! =D

2006-11-25T21:04:00.000+08:00

i think im greedy.
i used to ask for tv set in my room.
now i have it.
but....
im complaining saying there's isnt any nice show on singapore channels.
now i want tv set with scv.
is it me or singapore television channels?
anyway, im addicted to carrot juice now.
HEE.
my boyfriend says that: carrot juice is good for health. its refreshing and nice!
i tried a few times.
and im so loving it now.
HEE.
muacks.

come to think of it.
i have know fiona, yinyin, zhuowei,bryan,delvin for a YEAR already!
congratulation to our 1st year friendship.
way to go babes!

in just 3 days plus time.
its delvin's and siya's SIX month anniversy!
HOHOHOOHO!
and its such a coincidence that it falls right on del's 18th birthday.
HAHAHAHAHAHA

dont feel like sharing the others, so ya.

and ya., zijun. im really sorry k? hahahha.
i shall make changes on the left k? check it out babe!
siya loves zijun and zijun loves siya.

eleanor eleanor!
dont MIA again eh.
pls take good care of ur image!

soongcheckling!
siya misses u pls!

shobana!
thanks mr postman!
i got my mail.
hugs!

delvin delvin delvin!
i love u!

2006-11-20T21:32:00.000+08:00

the new blogger site is such a hassle.
lazy to switch and adapt to the new system which might be much better than this. but...
HECK LA.
hahaha.
laziness.
anyway, del is left with his last papers.
hohohohoho!
i cant wait for his paper to end pls.
since his last paper-last wed.
we met up every single day pls.
ahahahahaha
im so freaking happy la.
wed-went vivo to sleep and slack
thu-went to work then went to slack until 4am eh. HOHOHOH
fri-met del for dinner
sat-meet del for 1 hr. then he went to work.
sun-went to work then slack until 6am then went home.
LOL,
CAN U IMAGINE HOW GREAT I FELT!
hohohohohoh!
vivo is such a nice and beautiful place to slack la.

yesterday, del and me met this taxi driver who is freaking freskish la.
he keep staring at us la.
then keep jerking his head left and right.
worst still, he point at the center mirror and wave towards it. then stare until like his eyes popping out la.
omg la.
ahhhhhhhhhh
then .... before we board the cab, i told del he look scary la.
then del, blur blur say he look normal.
who knows, he a WEIRDO LA.
look like ghost la.
then we faster alight at sengkeng and had 7 11 cup noodles.
lol.
del was like so scare.
rare sight la.
HAHAHAHA.

IM FREAKING PISSED WITH THESE PEOPLE ARE THINK THEY ARE DAMN SMART LA.
keep getting me into trouble and best still add fuel into the fire.
imagine how i felt when i got screamed and sweared by this mad woman for more than 10mins with 30 over pairs of eyes staring at me when ITS FREAKING NOT MY FAULT LA.

FUCKED LA.
some friend eh. say what. friends la. clique la. BULLSHIT PLS.

argh. not gonna endure with all this shit anymore la.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

IM SO ANGRY LA.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nowdays, del and me eh... is like... so occupied in our own world la.
hahahahaha.
we are only hyper when we are together.
hee.
delvin lau!
i love u!

check! thanks. LOL.
for calling me to eat chicken rice the other day!.
LOL.

shobana!
thanks for not turning my geo notes into ashes.

yy fiona zhuowei del bryan me- one clique.
although bryan is so much too old for ur clique la.
HAHAHAHAH
MAJONG MAJONG MAJONG LA!

2006-11-14T12:29:00.000+08:00

im left with 8mins and i have to get my ass off to work.
but suddenly feel like blogging a lot, so here i am.. rushing like hell.
i dont want to get scolded by boss pls.
anyway.
work was alright.
lots of money earn i guess but im lack of del's company.
seriously lacking of love recently.
hai.
what if i turn into an emo girl eh?
qiaoying is such a bitch pls.
oh god.
fat ugly and stupid.
or should i say not fit to be a bitch?
damn fuck up woman la.
argh.
hope she would just quit and disapper into the soil.
GAGAHHAHAHAHAA
zijun is working at toyrus now too.
ow nice to see her every sat.
HAHAHAHA.
leong too.
then eh...
I MISS DELVIN LAU PLS.
thank god... im finally meeting him after 9 days which will be tml.
i cant wait.
im just going to wear super nice.
and meet him

delvin lau- my pillar of strength.
chey!
hahahahhahaha.

i just love him a lot la.
his consist pampering and self-less thoughts. always putting me before him.
he is a great man.
-my man!

2006-11-10T22:40:00.000+08:00

DELVIN DELVIN DELVIN!
i miss him....
anyway, A levels is about to end soon.
its just so amazing how time files.
del was like preparing for his As for more than 38928560934868-62 mths.
but it just plainly end in less than a month.
i wonder how im going to cope with my A in 2008.
but i have faith in myself!
just hope that he can really excel this time and get into uni.
smiles!
without noticing much, im with del for coming 6 months already.
it is really GREAT to have him around.
hearing his voice makes me feels 34567890345678903456789034567890xxxxx better
yups.
i love him!

anyway, few days back, i went to watch movie alone.
HA!
went to watch-the convernt.
then went to eat sakae sushi alone.
then went shopping alone.
end up buying a NEW MATTRESS COVER which is freaking cool la.
HAHAHAAHAHAHA.
its nice to spend time alone sometimes, to reflect on oneself's and change for the better.
yups.

hopefully my pay this month can hit 1k. HAHAHAHAA
IM DREAMING!
$$$ COME COME!

i think del is stuck in the toliet bowl!
i miss del. i love del
i miss check. i love check.
TANZIJUN is gonna be my collegue in less than 24 hrs!
LEONG IS COMING VIVO TOYRUS TOO.
see 2 of u tml k?
much love,
siya!

zijun zijun zijun zijun zijun~
my bestie!
check check check!
BFFL!* stomps the heart. AHAHAHA

2006-11-04T03:16:00.000+08:00

im missing del super badly now
but he is sleeping and there's no way i can wake him up
A levels is hell
end quickly please
i cant wait to meet him!

got my pay and i went shopping with zijun
hohooh
bought 3 new tops.
1 new shorts
and new belt
HOOHOOOHOH

I MISS DELVIN LAU DE HUA.
ALL THE BEST FOR As DARLING!

2006-10-30T21:37:00.000+08:00

EVERYONE!
pls go and read check's blog.
its blog about me like if im some preciosu gift from god.
the only sad part is that she referred me as her BEST CLASSMATE.
so ya.
shobana her best indian friend.
at least best MI chinese friend can?
HAHHAHAAH,
hugs.

SIYA LOVES CHECK LOTS TOO.
the only precious soul who understands me deep down

-other than del.
HUGS.

by having know u,
my life in MI indeed had brighten up.
u make it more enjoyable and pleasant for my stay in MI
my motivator
my bestfriend
you are reason why i go to school even when im really tired and lazy.
smiles

2006-10-30T21:15:00.000+08:00

i had a horrible nightmare today.
i almost cried while sleeping la.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......
lucky check called to wake me up for school.
but...
after i hang the phone, i still very scare.
i went back to sleep.
and when i woke up, i realise its 9am already.
next, my bro overslept for his exams again.
im like.. speechless.
then...discovered that his body has many red spots.
so, a kind sis like me would bring her brother to the doc herself right?
and YES!
i did it.
HAHA.
suspected case of chicken spots.
got to see what happen tomorrow.
if red spots on his face, then got to bring him back to the clinic again cos its CONFIRM chicken spots.
currently, the doc says that its - rashes.
so ya.
smiles.

met del after that.
woots!
i had hell lots of fun with him around la.
loves!
GOOD LUCK!
lastly, i bought a toy for him
HAHAAHAAHAHAHA
meablocks- SPIDERMAN!
damn nice la.
i like.
HEE.

2006-10-26T21:23:00.000+08:00

I REALLY REALLY ENJOYED DELVINLAUDEHUA'S COMPANY TODAY!
its just so nice to have him around....
if not for him, i will be venting anger on whoever i see in school.

anyway, today is the last day of school and i overslept.
expected, my sister went to school without waking me up.
my caring brother woke me up at 6.30 as he was shock why im still home.
i love him...
then...
my friends called and ask me to go to school saying that its the last day of school and all...
so..
i went to bathe, iron my uniform, pack my bag, take bus, train then bus and i reach school 1.5hrs later.
and know what?
in less than 5 mins after i reach school, i realise everyone is going to chao lessons.
if u were me.
how would u feel?

i would have put the time to better way.
meet my delvin, sleep, or go out for movie around than travelling around for nothing.
agree?
i felt like a FOOL.

forgot it.
screwed.

next, my application for singapore chinese clan association's financial assistance was successful.
i got a $500 cheque!
woot!

then.
im getting my pay in less than 5 days!
cant wait.
i got to save it up.
overspent like dont know what this week.

im getting a ipod video for myself!
since im more into anime,jdramas than songs.
im sure my mum is not going to get a tv for me.
and im not going to stay home for long.
so ya.
smiles.
most likely after chinese new year?
no idea
see how.
smiles.

the digital camera my sister lent me is USELESS.
or is it the memory card that leong got for me?
hai.
got to being it to the shop and ask why la.
DAMN.

anyway,
check got her present today.
cant find any suitable time to celebrate her birthday
so ya,
hope U like it.
smiles.

take care
ciao!

2006-10-24T14:55:00.001+08:00

shobana's name on the top 10% for the cohort list.
the scholar of 06a2!
me. at arcade with shobana
US. smiles
the contract signed regarding punctuality.

here i am blogging again.
sunday was the grand opening for toyrus vivo city.
i got to see MR MONOPOLY for the very first time for my entire life.
lol.
and i saw zebra, geoferry and GT new BEARS.
i think the theme for vivo toyrus is safari.
we got to wear shirt with berms with safari caps while the GT get to wear some cool zookeeper clothes.
well, its cool.
and... we happen to have a THEIF. who got caught red handed and informed the police.
cool eh.
experience toyrus theif who is around his 30s eh.

didnt go to sch on monday.
instead went to cwp to watch movie with shobana.
ROB-B-HOOD
then went to arcade to play games.
lol.
shobana taught me how to play motor bike!
well, she is a pro in arcade la.
HAHAHAHA.
then went to take neoprints.
the photos are really eally super nice la.
then... ya la.
thats all.
lazy to ;ist others la.
so ya.
take care.
ciao.

2006-10-24T14:55:00.000+08:00

2006-10-20T17:34:00.000+08:00

YUPS.
i got back my final results.
GP-S
MATHS-E
CHINESE-E
GEO-E
MOB-S
ACC-U
initally i should be glad that i could get promoted, but looking at my results i just scrape through.
its all borderline passes and it somehow disappoint me.
my maths.
never had i expect a E for maths.
its liek HELLO?
i spent so much time on it and i got a E?
my goddness!

i dont even have the guts to sms viknes my results la.
the improvements are just so little that i doubt he would believe that i had mugged hard for this.
throw face

anyway, siya got a GOOD for conduct and she is POPULAR amongst her peers.
smiles.

i felt sad for these who are leaving.
even when we had quarrels and misunderstandings.
afterall, we are 06A2! CLASSMATES.

see ALL of u next year.
we shall treasure each other more and
overcome ALL obstacles with the UNIVERSITY as our ending point.
we would grow together as a class and EXCEL together as A LEVELS students.

WE ARE GONNA BE THE CREAM OF THE CROP!

ciao!

2006-10-20T06:11:00.000+08:00

oh well,
just finish watching ai qi mo fan shi on youtube.
smiles.
time to wake del up and off for school.

when was the last time i didnt sleep at night and report to school?
2 years back or is it 3?

hahahahaha.
i think im going to die later when i go shopping with junnie la.
but well, its all worth it with her company
smiles.
thanks for being there for me.

GOOD LUCK 06A2!
stay together!

2006-10-20T01:34:00.000+08:00

check out the size of my ELMO!!! hohohohh. its as big as my brother.
cool eh?
hee.
delboy bought it for me. SMILES!
i love it!

anyway, i will be getting back my report card tml.
judging from my papers, i will get promoted.
so ya.
smiles.
lets see what will be my overall grade tml!

im currently physically and mentally drained.
i had not even enjoyed myself since promos are over.
i start work once my promos are over and im dead beaten again.
i guess im not going to work a lot this year cos i had a lot of catching up to do.
i shall come up with my study plan really soon.
smiles.

im going to sign up for accounts tution classes as its plain obvious that my accounts is bad when i can get 22/100 for promos.
i also had to catch up for my management.
i dont understand why i cant seems to pass management no matter i study a not. i always end up with a sub pass which is very disppointing..
i had to build up my interst for physical geography
maths is a must practice topic la.
if shobana can get 93.
i shall have no problem gtting a 80.
agree?
so ya.
time to work harder!

06A2...
lets hold on tight together and enjoy the moments we had for this year.
smiles

check
it seems like u are going to be with me for another year of EXCITEMENT!
HOHOHOHOHOHOH

take care.
ciao!

2006-10-15T23:02:00.000+08:00

speechless.

2006-10-13T21:32:00.000+08:00

ME. on my way to sengkang to meet del to go vivocity to shop!
after the trip. slacking US.
US AGAIN!
me at home dressing up before meeting del!!. lol. i look cool with the shades eh.

anyway, people. im working at vivocity, so feel free to visit me there every sat!
im free this sun so most likey if i have the cash, i will be out shopping with dont know who.
zijun!
meet up soon k.
i want to play pool with u and kboxing and im still poor now.

then next.. went for movie with shobana and check
WORLD TRADE CENTER.
not bad la.
hahahaa
loves.
so ya tahats all.
and ya
we take pistures with a digi cam in the neoprint machine cos shobana says that neoprint is a waste of money!

money drop from the sky pls!

promotion!

2006-10-10T22:06:00.000+08:00

i regret not listening to del's advices on his view of people.
i admit that im subborn cos i am so naive to believe that there is always an angelic side.
but well, im wrong.
im super wrong.
there are these disgusting shits which i cant stand looking at them for even a sec longer of my life.
trying to act pitiful to gain friendship?
attention seeking?
do u even think this will work with the selfish self of urs?
total rubbish!

finally realised that del, tru, zijun and rendy were so nice to me ALL THE TIME.
im like... so used to them pampering me that i forgot what they had done for me to make me happier.
i admit there are many times when im very super short tempered, arrogent, irritating and childish. yet they always choose to endure instead of getting angry , they accept me and give me to me endless times.
they always listens to my nonsense and from then, they taught me how to be a better person and i truly enjoyed and treasured the friendship and ahem, relationship with them.
they are really really nice people and i love each and every one of them.

i know that i cant expect everyone to give to me like them.
but i just hope to have more understanding friends.

just another emo day.
if u think im like that
let it be.

next,
my selfish sis is in action.

2006-10-09T22:41:00.000+08:00

hi people.
im back again.
yups.
im dead beaten la.
anyway, i want to apologise to shobana for signing out.
SORRY k?
its like... ya.
and ya.
shobana kissed me today!
HOHOOHOH.

anyway, lets recap what i did the past few days.
friday was my last paper.
after my paper, i went to vivo to go for my test cashier.
then help out a little and off to meet delboy for mooncake festive celebrations!
HAHAHAHA/

yups.
we had long long sliver for dinner.
then we went to buy these candle candle rubbish then OFF we go and gave my little brother a SURPRISE.
we brought him to the playground...
then he started playing and all.
LOL.
del was like so hyper then ya..
boys.
then... some residents called the police saying that kids are playing with fire.
then.
it just happen that when the police came, my brother was playing with fire and i was sitting there watching him. then..
THE END.
lol.
kena BOOKED by police.
LOL.
my brother looked so scared when the police asked for his class and school.
HAHAHAHA.

SATURDAY.
i went work.
vivocity-toyrus.;
YUPS.
if u are dropping, give me a call or something k?
smiles.

i was a damn tiring day.
i worked for like 16hrs , lucky that there's cab fare.
and i worked on SUNDAY.

TIRED.
suddenly dont know what to say.
but anyway,
there's dragonboat tml.
yups.

CHECK
i really cant survive without u.
u are my SAVIOUR!

THANKS TANZIJUN!
for your pleasant surprise.
I LOVE U.
meet u soon darling!
BETTER PAY ME MONEY EH
hahahahahaha

lastly,
*the sore of my eyes.

future-06A2 2007

2006-10-05T19:11:00.000+08:00

hey people!
im back blogging!
i will be having my last paper tml which is accounting.
wish me luck k?
smiles.

anyway, delboy's com is down.
sadly, he will be unable to read my blog and tru blog.
so anything, TRU7 call del's phone k?
dont talk to him too long eh
HE'S MINE.

hahahaha.
next... i cant wait to have majong session with TRU7.
so pls make arrangement.

TO FIONA, YINYIN AND ZIJUN ELEANOR
feel free to date me darlings!
just give me a call or something k?

anyway, im free this sat.

and ya. TRU7.
pick a date.
lets go down store and ask for shift.
I CANT WAIT TO WORK WITH YOU GUYS

TAKE NOTE:
siya will be having diploma course on 13th nov to 25th nov
9am-12pm
after that.. she will be most likely WORKING IF her TRU FRIENDS are KINDHEARTED ENOUGH TO SLOG WITH HER TO EARN MORE CASH.

siya is not booked this sat(HINT)
siya feels like playing POOL
siya feels like SHOPPING
siya feels like MAJONGING
sita feels like SINGING
siya feels like WATCHING MOVIE.
siya feels like playing BOWLING ... although her bowling skills are real bad
siya feels like SWIMMING... but the haze is real BAD.

so people,
if u feel like doing the above,
pls call SIYA.

im having a holiday MOOD.
hahahahaha.

I SIMPLY LOVE DELVIN,

YINYIN,FIONA,MALCOM,ZIJUN,ELEANOR,RENDY,CHECK,SHOBANA
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

people!
u bring JOY to my LIFE!
THANKS.

06A2 dont forget, monday dragonboating. heck the haze. just row our BOAT.
see you guys next year

I CANT WAIT TO GET PROMOTED!
WISH ME WISH OR RATHER GIVE ME ALL UR LUCK PPL!

2006-09-30T17:21:00.000+08:00

finally 2 paper down
GP and geography
wish me luck people!

cant seems to concentrate today.
somehow overworked the last few days and here i am.. feeling SUPER tired.
i think i just just slack to 7pm then start studying again.
i only clock 2 hours of studies just now and im feeling so gulity.
i had yet to finish my revison for maths and management eh!!
ahhhhhhh!
so ya.

mon-chinese
wed-maths and management
fri-accounts

finally met my darling del for a few pathetic few hours
but well, its all worth it.
haahhaaha.
and surprisingly he went candy shopping without me and bought lots and lots of candy for me.
as for me..
i went candy shopping without him..
and i bought lots and lots for candies for him
so ya.
hahahaha.
love him.

bought children's day gift for my brother.
hahahaa.
bionicle!
hahahaa.
and he love it eh.

played maple yesterday.
and.. oohohoho.
i gonna level up soon.
cleric to be!

mum's birthday next wed.
gonna have pizzas!
smiles.

then sat!!!!!>
im going shopping!
(tentative due to the lack of cash)

SUN CONFIRM GO SHOPPING.
hahahahaha.

finally.
so ya.
06A2 see u next year!

9th oct- DRAGON BOATING!
cant wait.!

see you!
im gonna maple!

2006-09-25T20:15:00.000+08:00

taken on 23 sept 2006. a little blur due to the fact that i snap the picture from my sis's phone. so ya. smiles.
hee. check loves me. done by shaowei.
my darling!

anyway, one paper down.
wish me luck people.
currently feeling very tired...
ahhhhh~
having geography paper this friday.
del- bless me pls.
LOL.
nothing else to say.
ciao.

delvin lau de hua- my love.

2006-09-16T12:20:00.000+08:00

hohohohohohohoh. loving him. HUGS.
dont i look super cool in del's super cool jacket? i like that jacket la! i WANT IT LA!
hahahahhaa. some random shoot of a man around 40 plus who wears NEWBIE TOP. lol. wanted to take his face eh ..but no SKILL.
HAHA. del is going to kill me when he see THIS pic on the net. LOL. nice nice. cute eh. LOL.

hahahahahahaa. i finally met del yesterday. LOL. after 7 days of lonliness. LOL.
then he bought the comics that my brother wanted ...then we went for biscuit shopping eh..then got long john for lunch then slack around eh..
didnt study yesterday eh.. so ya.. got to study today.
smiles.
im had finished my overdue homework for...
GP
HUMAN GEOGRAPHY
PHYSICAL GEOGRAPY
MATHS

left with
ACCOUNTS.

hohohohoho. so glad that i slept late last week just to complete all these work.
hence now.. its finally REVISON time rather than HOMEWORK time...
HOHOHOHOHOHO.

off to study

and yes, im disgusted by some rubbish's action!

ciao!

2006-09-12T13:33:00.000+08:00

yups!
hi people!
im at the school libaray slacking once again.
wanted to do my accounts homework but i forgot to bring the calculator into the library then lazy go out and get.
so ya.
here i am.
HEE.
smiles.

anyway, checks "bestfriend" is sitting beside me. LOL
cant wait for check to show me the pic can that i can show del.
lol

and ya.
i was late for school today.
damn.
then ya.
went to bukit batok polyclinic to get MC then head back school.
didnt miss out much though.
smiles.
had geography just now. now i think its chinese time.
im not in the mood for chinese.
not at all.

and yes!
i finished my GP hwk remembered?
then i handed it in just now
hohohohohoho.
and yes.
im so proud of my IRP.
i did it.
ROCK ON BABE!
lol

i gave check the present already.
yups.
hope she like it
but ahem, it has this strong FAKE leather smell, cant stand it.
LOL.
but its somehow cool although its cheap la.
so ya.

im so lucky that my BOYFRIEND is very angry with me over today incident.
i thought he is going to blast at me la.
then dont really dare to tell him.
but siya is a brave brave soul.
she told her boyfriend and her boyfriend accepted her apologies.
HOHOHOHO.
siya is a lucky kid!

left with.. 11 more days to promos.
GOOD LUCK PEEPS!

signing off,
siya

ps: chinese is ... "important"