i regret not listening to del's advices on his view of people. i admit that im subborn cos i am so naive to believe that there is always an angelic side. but well, im wrong. im super wrong. there are these disgusting shits which i cant stand looking at them for even a sec longer of my life. trying to act pitiful to gain friendship? attention seeking? do u even think this will work with the selfish self of urs? total rubbish!
finally realised that del, tru, zijun and rendy were so nice to me ALL THE TIME. im like... so used to them pampering me that i forgot what they had done for me to make me happier. i admit there are many times when im very super short tempered, arrogent, irritating and childish. yet they always choose to endure instead of getting angry , they accept me and give me to me endless times. they always listens to my nonsense and from then, they taught me how to be a better person and i truly enjoyed and treasured the friendship and ahem, relationship with them. they are really really nice people and i love each and every one of them.
i know that i cant expect everyone to give to me like them. but i just hope to have more understanding friends.
just another emo day. if u think im like that let it be.
