im feeling so pek chek now. irritated with my sis and mum and uncle doingSSS. i think i can only commnicate with my only brother in the entire house, the only soul alive at home who cares and bother how i feels! i dont think its wrong to ask back my things from my sister as it BELONGED TO ME. but its just so hard, she acted innocent in front of my mum and showed her god damn attitude to me. HAYWIRE! guess what happened this morning? i was sleeping soundly then suddenly there is this woman who opened my door, screamed at the top of her voice and bang the door damn hard. (imagine a load shark asking back money) so ya... know how i feel? i dont understand my mum la. yesterday when i told her to ask back my things from me. she say: just snatch, dont even asked. then scolded me for been a COWARD in her eyes. but the fact that is i didnt snatch. i dont want to. its my THING. so why should i even ask for it when my sister should just reutn it back to me NICELY without showing me attitude but gratefulness since i lend things to her. AGREE? so after all the fight i had with my mum yesterday, i still cant get back my mp3 and crumpler and some shit. yet i realise my sister acted smart and she return rendy's hp to me. and to my amusement, i discover she took my pouch out without asking. thats her. i dont mind lending to her.. IF she ask NICELY and not spoil it. but whatever thing reach my sister hand sucks. my mum is a 2 HEADED SNAKE. screwed. and yes. guess what my dumb sister did yesterday? she wore a tuube with a miniskirt and a jacket and got FOLLOWED throughout her train ride. duh. its obvious she will be tailed when she dressed that way for whatever reasons... I DONT CARE. i dont feel like socialising with anyone in the family but my brother. damn.
my birthday. it sucks. though i say i dont care whether my family celebrate it for me not.. but i realise somehow i do HOPE some miracle to happen. so thats what hapen on my birthday. morning i went to sch and my dear shobana and friends did a video clip for me which is damn sweet. then my clique bake cookies for me. and ya... got present and all. had even ben and jerry icecream. ......... im home by 6 i think then got to go down and pray due to the chinese thingy. then i asked my mum: so where are we going to eat later? mum shouted and say: EAT MAGGI MEE LA WHAT U EXPECT I GOT NO MONEY LA. so ya. i ate maggi for my birthday. its not that maggi mee that im sad abt. but.. the way mum put it.. if she is the one who cook it for me and say happy birthday or something its not that bad. then my mum say she want to buy something ... so i thought there MIGHT be a cake. but end up.. cigrattes. then.. my uncle wasnt home the whole day. he was home late at night and he didnt mention anything abt my birthday what abt my gift. so yes. THATS THE END OF MY BIRTHDAY ON 23 AUGUST 2006. disappointment big time.
my tru gang wanted to buy me a ipod but my sis ruin the plan as she is getting a new phone which has a mp3 function and 70% she will return my mp3 back to me. then del redirect the plan to let me o for a shopping spree. ya. it was a GREAT ONE. i got 6 new tops and 1 jeans. how cool. had cafe cartel for dinner. super nice.. then i came home... went to my sister room and ask her: so.. since u are getting a new phone. am i getting back my mp3? her reply was: DEPENDS. SCREWED/
imagine how i feel at that moment?
so practically my 17th birthday is screwed due to my SISTER.
