i dream for a sugar daddy. but i knw it will never happen. anyway, i amazingly survived my 10 hours and 30 mins suspension with much work done. i finish all my maths homework and accounts tutorial 4 and some revison for physical geography. smiles. if only the hall has air con, i would be much more productive. claris check hilmi shawn jamie shobana asqine eunice syhiran ragini all came to visit me durong their breaks. wah. im so touched la. hahahaha. then we stayed back and mug during night study. but well, i can say, it didnt went well for me. I DONT UNDERSTAND ANYTHING ABOUT LOG, lol. i still dont get it so ya. got to mug for it. thinking of mugging for physical geography now but somehow im physically drained. im still pissed with bryan. its like whenever i FORGOT about the incident, he will sure do something to piss me off more. and my mum, thanks. im like ya.. smsing delvin on my way home. then in the midst of some shit. then i saw my mum doing the plants. i was like: HI. IM HOME. then she say: MI NOT THAT FAR WHAT. SO EASY AND ACCESSIBLE. DONT UNDERSATND HOW U CAN BE LATE. im like. come on. before school starts MI is different from after school start MI. 77 is not a easy bus to take as its like.. only 1 bus and many ppl snatching to board it. the intervals are too huge and so one's tends to be late. get it? then i say: aiya. u didnt get it in the morning before, u dont know how crowned it can get. then my mum say: talk cock. u only good at talking cock. only a 20 mins bus ride to MI. wth. stupid,. lazy to explain and i just turn and walk away. bryan if u are pmsing or bad mood or stress or desprate, u need not vent ur freaking anger on me. if u think that i will destroy ur brother bright future, then fine. just ask him to ditch me and he can study in the way u want him to be. i dont get it. u dont even allow him to sms or call or go out with me during his exams as u think that he need the time badly to study. and why are u encourging him to play soccer. soccer match? FUCK OFF. freaking angry. so ya. read all u want since i knwo u will read. FUCK. then ya. my sister is getting on my veins deep into my blood. selfish bitch. im in the verge of slapping everyone who pisses me off including my mum. THANKS A MILLION. FOR MAKING IT SO SWEET. anyway. today ... one month with del. it will be super nice and cool and sweet WITHOUT BRYAN SCOLDING ME THE OTHER DAY. we didnt even talk today. so ya. COOL. thanks a million eh.
