feeling damn fucked up right now. freaking pissed. the day started well and all. but when i reach home and came online.. bryan talk to me and once the window appears, i know what is coming next. delvin. FINE. we shall not meet up till his papers end and he shall just stay home and study. im sorry and making him talk to me and meeting me. HAPPY? its not like im meeting him all the time. last week we only meet like only 2 day to be exact for a few freaking useless hours. like... erh... fri 2-5 sun 4-10 and thats all. the rest of the days im like freaking sick having some freaking fever staying home being torture by some freaking bitches. and today.. err... 5-10.30 i know his A levels is more important than anything and i do made him study. but byran attitude towards me isnt friendly at all and I AM TRUELY CONTROLLING MY TEMPER COS IM SIMPLY SPEECHLESS. fuck. what attitude u want me to give when u talk to me regarding his studies, our relationship in this super i I DONT KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN attitude. so ya. thats it. he shall study and i will not at all disturb him and he WILL SCORE NO MATTER WHAT. forget about coming for my SYF. its just some shit. FUCK-ED/ damn.
