arghhhhhhhhh! i got fever again. lol. so wth la. arghhh. this is the 5th or 6th time since last year dec. lol. im so freaking weak nowsdays. anyway.. DELVIN FED ME MEDICINE YESTERDAY!!!!! SMILES. so freaking touched. the first guy ever look after me when im sick. SMILES. then ya. then he looked after me for a couple of hours before im home. but its like hell la. arghhh. my temperature keeps on increasing at night and it is worsen with the help of my mum scolding which is filled with flower language and my sister selfishness. damn f up. know what my sister did? well, yesterday she was in my room using the computher while i was sleeping with the blanket all over me. then she ask me whats wrong, then i say fever. then she just laugh and continue chatting on msn with her friends. then.. while sleeping, my brother and me felt hot. so i asked my sister to on the fan for me. guess what? she refuse. cos she plug in the computher cable to the plug without the adaptor, hence the only way to on the fan is to off the computher and unplug the cable and plug it onto the adaptor. then she keep on whining saying that if she were to off the computher, the whoel system will be very slow. then i got pissed. its like, im feeling so weak and sick and my sister is giving me lame excuses. then i got pissed and shouted at her, hoping that she would AUTO and on the fan for me.i got myself scolded by mum for screaming at her. guess whats her reply? she says: if u want, on the aircon. i was liek RGHHHHH. then i dont have the energy to say much. so i kept quiet.after freaking long, she finally decide to on the aircon by banging my room's window. i tell u, im like so angry but im sick or she sure die. i will stand up and slap her. fuck up. then .... once she on the aircon i starts to shiver like hell. then cant sleep. then i made my brother off the aircon. then ... ya. my brother went to tell my mum that im having fever without me teling him to. guess whats my mum reaction? WOO! totally cool. she shouted and scream and scold me in these super flowery language. end up, she went to bed leaving my brother to look after me. guess how old is my brother? 10 years old. then never mind. my bro put ice pack on my forehead ... then went to play his gamboy while looking after me. then i ask my bro: why u tell mummy?? next time i sick dont tell her la. she will only scold. then my brother say: later u fever too high how? well, ya. my brother is somehow sweet la. then .. she went to my sister room and sis: sihui jie jie, can i sleep with u tonight cos siya jie jie having fever. i scare later i get fever too. and guess whats my FREAKING SELFISH SISTER REPLY. she says : NO. go away. dont fan me.cool isnt it. fuck up. so throughout my whole fever, my sister didnt even bother to take my temperature for me or see whether im fine not. all she cares is how her friends know she got ditched. fuck. then just now in the evening i say: eh... lend me MY mp3 for 2 weeks at least. i need it to study. then ya.. expected. she makes these weird face and dont want to give me back. wtf is wrong with her. she uses all my stuffs. my clothes, my bags,my mp3, my laptop, my printer, my jacket, my socks yet she dont even care if im fine. screwed up. then today, my mum. argghhhhhhhhhhhhh guess what. she told me that she is going to buy food for me at around 11 but i only get to see the food at around 2. LOL. dont know whats she is doing. but the food damn yucky la. theres too much pork. even the soup is so piggish. hahaha. the whoel bowl eh.. is filled with minced pork and pig skin. its like.. when i scoop 1 time.. the minced pork covers the noodle. HAHAHAHAHHA. i felt like puking it out la. but ya. lol. then... after eating i was feeling damn horrible. wanted to sleep. then my mum start her rubbish again. scream like someone has raped her liek that. then make me pack my room. do housework. then ya.. i cried la. then she say: now i dont care already. why must i look after u. when i sick, who is the one who look after me. and i could remember very correctly that the last time my mum fall sick is like 4 years back. LOL. and i was like only pri 6 eh. and im the one who bring her to the doctor and that freaking clinic is so far.imagine a 12 year old bringing a 34 year old woman to the clinic. cool isnt it. and im always there for her de la. everytime drunk and i have to look after her. what about the last time she got drunk at my brother's friend's house. i went down and bring her home and im like dying cos she is too heavy for me. plus she got this habit to act like she wants to commit suicide whenever she is drunk. and... she got this foul temper and amazing strength? its just so screwed up. im pissed too k. who wants to be sick so many times. and everytime fever isnt a very nice feeling can. i got so irritated when im having fever and yet i got to endure shit from my sister and mum. fucked up.
