LESLIE IS A FUCKING BASTARD. GET IT. LESLIE LEOW JUN QIANG IS A BASTARD. damn. he actually msg me in friendster since i blocked him in msn. he said this: pls fucking delete my testimonials off ur profiles as ivealready deleted those on mineits a fucking disgrace.delete it FUCK. if u think im a disgrace, forget about me and live ur own life. FUCK when ppl ask, u can just say like u have never knew me. THATS IT. fuck. when i saw his name. im like- i think he's about to shoot me about something. CONFIRM. but whats there to shoot or f about. another part of me- is he trying to be nice to me since he was so harsh the last time we chat. well, its my FOOLISH WISHFUL THINKING. that would NEVER HAPPEN. so ya. ITS A BACKLASH. FUCK. i think what triggers him off is that i forgot his birthday TOTALLY. its yesterday. and i really truly forgot. i was so busy and had not been thinking of him for a long time. so ya. ARGH. im so blind to fall for him. DOTS. .................................. delvin wake me up just now. heee. and im so energetic now. HAHAHAHAHA. i had some childish dream. hahaha. so ya. anyway gonna go do my hwkl. SMILES
