im in the verge of breaking down soon not from school work but family mattters. well, my mum had not only siged 3 handphones for her friend. but another internet broadband and a residential number. so all together 5 damned lines. which would add up to 3k i guess. ARGH. so ya. my uncle gonna clear the debts for her. but freaking 5 lines? and my utities bill for this month is like $394. how on earth my family use the electicity? my housing loan utities bill hp bills house phone cable tv maxonline. ALL IS DUE FOR 2 DAMNED MONTHS. i think my family need a urgent 5k just to clear all the bills. MADNESS gonna cancel the cable tv and lets see what i can do with the broadband.
i felt sad for mum. never had she had a better phone than mine. yet she is stuck in another circumstance that she cant change to a better phone. her hp is in this weak condition that it could not ring or vibrate. isnt that cool. i felt so gulity for always getting a better phone than her. ARGH. and now, i feel so inferior. there is nothing i can do to help her reduce her stress neither could i get another phone for her even if im financial capable. reason being- my uncle. ARGH.
perhaps im suffering from depression today. truly and really. home sick.
no appetite to eat. ate mac with check at bb at around 4. so ya. thats all what im gonna eat today.
GP test was quite alright, afterall i woke up at 5.20 to do my research. hopefully i wont jack myself with my statements.HAHA.
learn something new for maths. ya. interesting. had to brush up more on my function. the lecture and test is over yet im not quite confident with my knowledge.
accounts. i think theres are retest on the same topic on trial balance this friday. damned. i had to get it right this time.
so thats all for today. sch ended at 1.30 yet i reached home at 6 plus. i sleep on sch until 3 plus then finally took a cab with check too bb. YUPS.
not in the mood to talk much. FEELING SO FREAKING STRESS UP over family matters. ARGH.
