can u believe it? with just a blink blink of my eyes, weekend is about to pass in less then 4 hours.. god. i had yet spent time alone, watch my anime, relax. i got to rush for my tutorials already. LOL.
wanted to sms zhuowei today, but was kidda lazy and busy. so ya.
went over to my aunt's place, hoping to burn joss sticks for my grandmother. but god knows, there are miscommunication. the adults quarrel. my mum wanted to go over the temple to pray since no one went, my aunt want my mum to go to the temple. the conflict, my 5th aunt STOP my mum from going to the temple, ASK my mum to pray at my aunt place instead. HENCE, my mum bought lots of meat, my grandmother's favorrite, hoping to whip up a delicious meal for her, prawns, meat, fish. lots and lots. BUT when we reached, we DISCOVERED that, we are suppossed to go to the TEMPLE instead of praying at home. that implies that we are supposed to BUY VEGETERIAN food. god. so ya.. they started bickering. i got pissed and i asked them to just shut up and pray. god.
just a simple venue can make the family scold one another. i dont think my grandmother wants to see that happen when her daughters are to visit her. of course, my mum started crying when she saw my grandmother's plate at the temple. hai... we are suppossed to pray before 12pm, but, i pray after 12.there are some customs to follow since my grandmother passed away less than 3 years.
my heart felt kidda sour, i dont know, but heavy heartened when i think... my grandmother who is a living person, used to go market and such.. then sick.. she strinked, turned into a smaller version of her. then.. now, her remains which are only bones . its just how umimaginable how one's life can get. i cant believe it. i hope, if one day my mum really has to dies, i rather die before her. in additional, i believe i will go with the chinese customs. as in these buddish stuffs. who knows, it might be true. HAHA.
so now, my weekends are burned. i simply spent my day listening to quarrels and going from one place to another. GOD.
tutorials. tutorial. tutorial.
i think i had somewhat set my mind on what i want.. but it still fickles. LOL.
scheldule for the week. monday*4.30- might be going library to study alone or with rendy. LOL. tuesday*3.45-floorball.*7.home. wednesday*1.30-town.zijun.home by 8pm. thursday*5.30-home friday*12.30-floorball*7*meet bryan/zhuowei/rendy for dinner. saturday*evg honour's day-yy house. sunday* MY DAY. tutorials. and the cycles goes on for 3 years. with a few more blinks of my eye... i will be in university. LOL.
i didnt get any pocket money this week. hai.. 90 bucks burned. i hope my mum will give me when she has the money. cos im suppsed to pay 3 hp bills which are 220. COOL. and buy a accounts book and house tee since i spent the money already.
"money money, i need money, without money i mati" quoted from zhuowei's nick LOL.
time to bathe. dinner. then TUTORIALS. hopefully it can be finished soon, then.. WOOHOO. full metal alchemist. but i dont think its possible. hahahhaha.
me friends. gathering. life. thats my life. i rule it. HAHAHAHAHHA.
