finally, my internet is back. cool. im like so dumb waiting at home, rushing the whole day just to meet him. end up with a dumb sms which says: for what. totally cool. argh! damn! was so tired, after school, went to store for sidewalk training, then rush home. hoping to meet him earlier. then.. he say he wants to have dinner with these ncc freaks. then fine. i wait. then.... wanted to bathe and eat my dinner, but was afraid that he might want to meet me when im having my dinner half way, so i didnt buy dinner home. but god knows. cool. HE DIDNT EVEN REMEMBER HE IS SUPPOSED TO MEET ME TODAY. or rather HE DONT WANT TO MEET ME TODAY. damn. if dont want, should have tell me earlier, dont let me wait like crazy. damn ARGH hate that feeling. i would have gone shopping with zijun today! damn
well, i got in MI science. but after listening to all these talks, ahhaha... COMMERCE SOUNDS REALLY INTERESTING. yeah. then i put it as my first choice la. but.. if i were to go to UNI, i can only go smu and take these business course. ya... so.. hopefully i make the right choice. next, cca. i put floorball as my first choice and netball as my second. lets see what i get. if i get into floorball, i will have to go bartley for training. dot dot. somehow, im fear of a levels, but i DO think that commerce is more for me. ya.
next work. I GOT INTO THE SIDEWALK. hhahahaha. cashier- yin yin, freddy, me, qiaoying. WOOHOO! wanted to get some solid break de. but.. since i got into the sidewalk, never mind.
SERIOUSLY, LOVE SUCKS.
i wanna buy cool stationary! HAHAH.
and ya.... MI last time is like.. the best of all the days. come on siya.. ENDURE
i seriously thank freddy for being so nice to me. calling me wake up everyday. hee BUT HE'S IN CAMP NOW. I MISS HIM LA. hai... when i want to treasure him that time. HE'S GONE and he gonna get cool JJC friends. then go UNI before me. then we will distanced away. argh.
I MISS TANZIJUN TO THE CORE. life without her... i cant surivive. DAMN. she is the coolest FRIEND la.
im hoping that MI will go to the new campus soonner. its damn COOL.
im still freaking pissed of waiting and rushing just for him. i feel like a F O O L .
damn.
i think im at wrong for rejecting him so many times in the past 2 years. but god. when i realise who i want. its like. he cant be bothered anymore. whatever shit. feel like ... LOVE SIMPLY SUCKS TO THE CORE. and yeah. he's going army. SPEECHLESS. ncc is like burnt into his head. MAD. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....... ainglehood!
