im feeling much more alright now. yups. i am. im not freak off over the idea of me signing on.. but the way my mum tell me. this is how she says it i cant afford to pay for your expenses. i cannot even afford to pay for ur MI allowances. sign on. u have to sign on. dont think of relying or me, ur uncle or ur father. cos u cant. cool isnt it anyway . yups. i had decided. 1st choice- mi science hopefully i get in. i will work super hard with it. then all the engineering courses. then i sign on. yups.